Monday, May 11, 2009I have decided. (:
Once i have already decided , i won't change my mind. Well well , shit always happen to me. Come to think of it i only have one decent friend that is ying ying .. Hmmm , guess i will be going out with ah wee , juhua and maybe tian xi. HAHA. Going out with different online guys. That's me rather pathetic with no friends have to stick around with my brother. My brother told me that i need to face my own problems. Therefore i am finding a solution to solve it now. Its damn true that i don't have any friends. What to do ?
I can't stick with him anymore because he's got vivien and i don't wanna be light bulb also. (:
19 years old ; either i go out with different guys everytime or i will coop myself at home and never step out of house. That's simple .
Just came to realise that i'm a loser. All these while i thought it will be ok to tag along with my brother ; all along i thought that its ok to go out with him and his friend ; all these while i have been avoiding my problems..
If i'm not in this world none of this shit will happens on me (:
That's why on my previous post i called myself a weakling ; I can't stand to be alone.
Thus now , i need to learn to be alone or rather isolate myself.
That's pretty much for now. I shall update next time.
Once i have already decided , i won't change my mind. Well well , shit always happen to me. Come to think of it i only have one decent friend that is ying ying .. Hmmm , guess i will be going out with ah wee , juhua and maybe tian xi. HAHA. Going out with different online guys. That's me rather pathetic with no friends have to stick around with my brother. My brother told me that i need to face my own problems. Therefore i am finding a solution to solve it now. Its damn true that i don't have any friends. What to do ?
I can't stick with him anymore because he's got vivien and i don't wanna be light bulb also. (:
19 years old ; either i go out with different guys everytime or i will coop myself at home and never step out of house. That's simple .
Just came to realise that i'm a loser. All these while i thought it will be ok to tag along with my brother ; all along i thought that its ok to go out with him and his friend ; all these while i have been avoiding my problems..
If i'm not in this world none of this shit will happens on me (:
That's why on my previous post i called myself a weakling ; I can't stand to be alone.
Thus now , i need to learn to be alone or rather isolate myself.
That's pretty much for now. I shall update next time.
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