Sunday, May 10, 2009Sometimes ...
Sometimes i feel that i'm so small .. Just like weaklings .. I love to cry more than before. I didn't know why either. Crying too much isn't good , probably i don't know how to let out my fustration and anger thus i just let it out by crying.
Kor is angry with me , chris is angry with me .. Due to this everyone looks unhappy. I sincerely apologize. Vivien , i know you and kor and bin an are suspecting something. Don't think too much alrights? Due to what happen between me and ken i have already learn my lesson. I won't wanna let bad stuffs happen again. Or perhaps i stick to you guys too much , should i start searching for my new groups of friends ?
Dote on bebe too much therefore now she misbehaves. Sigh ~ Gastic relapse again. HoHoHo. I guess sooner or later there's a day i might faint because of gastritis. All along i don't deny that i have alot of negative thoughts .. Therefore most of the time i suppress my feelings and emotions. Until the day which i think that i can no longer hold it anymore i will just burst into tears and cry it out at my hearts content. That's me ~
I envy kids , how i wish that i can stay as kids forever .. Worries and troubles free. Guess i'm fated to be born into this complicated world. Despite all bad stuffs happened to me one by one.
Faster graduate please ? Study life is getting more and more boring. Networking , HTML etc etc.
I just wish to get a cert faster and get my ass off ite.
C'lest la vie ~
Sometimes i feel that i'm so small .. Just like weaklings .. I love to cry more than before. I didn't know why either. Crying too much isn't good , probably i don't know how to let out my fustration and anger thus i just let it out by crying.
Kor is angry with me , chris is angry with me .. Due to this everyone looks unhappy. I sincerely apologize. Vivien , i know you and kor and bin an are suspecting something. Don't think too much alrights? Due to what happen between me and ken i have already learn my lesson. I won't wanna let bad stuffs happen again. Or perhaps i stick to you guys too much , should i start searching for my new groups of friends ?
Dote on bebe too much therefore now she misbehaves. Sigh ~ Gastic relapse again. HoHoHo. I guess sooner or later there's a day i might faint because of gastritis. All along i don't deny that i have alot of negative thoughts .. Therefore most of the time i suppress my feelings and emotions. Until the day which i think that i can no longer hold it anymore i will just burst into tears and cry it out at my hearts content. That's me ~
I envy kids , how i wish that i can stay as kids forever .. Worries and troubles free. Guess i'm fated to be born into this complicated world. Despite all bad stuffs happened to me one by one.
Faster graduate please ? Study life is getting more and more boring. Networking , HTML etc etc.
I just wish to get a cert faster and get my ass off ite.
C'lest la vie ~
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