crazy gal (:

2010-02-02T11:06:00.000+08:00

Damn Broke ~

As Usual , pennyless. Left with pathetic $0.20 inside my wallet. Pro eh ? Later I'm gonna get $0.40 more from my form teacher. If not , i don't need to go home. Don't feel good to be pennyless.
Having SNA now . Least keen about it. All i know is i wanted to rest and just wave goodbye to this school. Pray hard that i don't faint in school. Sigh ~

Dreadful of all those things that i'm going thru. When can i finally put a stop to everything ?
)):

2010-01-23T02:48:00.000+08:00

How simply bo chap and balless he can be ?

Da's face was full of impurity. I was just merely trying to squeeze them out for his good damn god ssake. If i wasn't concern about his face , i won't even bother in the 1st place. If his face was as smooth as baby face , do you think i would be that free to try to do extraction on his face ?

Why would I time and time again help him to apply toner , moisturizer & even pimple cream when he couldn't even care less ? All i did he didn't like it. It was all called PERSONAL GROOMING.
He doesn't dig his fucking ear with full and loads of accumulating disgusting and gross ear wax he doesn't like to cut his finger and toe nails which is full of dirt and it stinks. I mean that bit of pain he can't even endure? Can he called himself a man ?

He have experience being whack by people using weapons , what kind of pain can be compared to that ? Its peanuts . I'm so pissed. Even my Ex would like me squeeze his whole back full of pimples.. And yet he can't ?

Had a weird dream yesterday i guess it might due to thinking too much of him ? I dream i went to his house to get my stuffs back and i saw his parents and even his current gf. L0L. And his current gf was studying ite same as me. Her name was Toh baobei.What a funny name right ? And i threw her result slip into the bin.
And which after , i don't even know why kenneth was there too. Weird enough , catherine wasn't there. What i saw was a fat girl which i did not see before ? His gf even asked me which part of the beef that i wanted to eat. I told her i wanted tenderloin and she said they don't have it and she just ordered the normal steak for me.

As usual , he won't chat with me much. If chat too much he will go offline in facebook. I don't know why either. I mean , no harm chatting ? I won't do anything to him also ? I really don't know how he thinks. Should i work for a year first then continue to study ? Its because i knew myself too well , i can't cope with 2 stuffs at once. Bored ~ I don't think da will propose to me. I think he probably will just get an engagement ring and a pair of wedding band on the same day. He will get it just because I wanted it. He doesn't understand at all. Sigh ~ Come to think of it , i don't know what's good about him. =/

Tomorrow got to plan my schedule. Gonna be a boring day. Should i called up sis and go over to her house or should i just go meet rachel as usual ? Sucks that i only have these 2 choices. What to do ? I don't have much friend. SUCKS right ?

Where and when should i do my new year shopping ? Wait , is there any pasar malam near here ? I think when time comes , i will go to woodland. There forever will be pasar malam on. lol

Ok , shall stop my rants here. So much for today. shall update next time.

2009-10-30T18:39:00.000+08:00

Its been so long ....

BUSY ! Final year project , Presentation and many other extra modules .. Basically i can die by just doing maths. MATHS IS DRIVING ME MAD OK ? Many people are ahead of me.. Yet i am still stuck at the 3rd question. Bravo uh ? sucks big time seriously. What the lecturer says does make sense actually. You learn so much maths and yet you will never get to use much of it when you enter into the work society. I eventually gave up just now when i'm stuck at the 3rd question. While walking out , saw this guy name sam. He asked me where the library was , and at the same time i'm going there too so i guided him there and talk to him on the way. He was quite handsome. =X His skin is tan and he wears specs .. I guess he is some sporty guy ? hees. He's a part time student at ngee ann poly. Its really hard to cope between work and studies. 4 months more to go before the ending of EVERYTHING. (: I wanna have a cool gadget like either iphone or itouch. I seriously need something to listen to on my way to school. I can't imagine that i've been listening to radio almost everyday. =/ Saw amanda today and yang liu. While searching for toilet inside library , saw ivan siting in a corner using his laptop. Ok , so much for now. I HATE MATHS. I'm going MAD already.
Shall update next time.

2009-10-06T17:11:00.000+08:00

wishlisr ~

- Smooth E babyface facial foam
- Shisheldo Toner
- Biotherm Moisturizer
- Shills/lotree BB cream
- Dior Shimmer Face powder ( face highlighter )
- Clarins Shimmer eye shadow
- Oxygen Bubble foam mask
- Bio essence night renewal cream
- Bio essence rejuvenating whitening day cream
- Bio essence skin white perfecting lotion
- Blorie Face & body whitening milk lotion

Alot to clear . lols.

2009-09-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

1st day of work ..

Well , I simply love to work now ~ (: Good environment , friendly & nice boss. He used to own 2 shops @ Queensway shopping centre. And which is just opposite my house ? hahas..

Finish work @ 9pm , offered to stay another hour to help out because suddenly there's a large crowd. Saw see hao & Dp. Saw Dp twice in a month. hahas. Fate eh ?

Alrights , shall stop here. I'm pretty beat ~ Update next time ~

CHOTA @ ILUMA LEVEL 3
(BESIDE COMICS CONNECTION)

SELLING GUYS & LADIES APPAREL ~

PRICE FROM $32.90 - $59.90

LOCAL BRAND (:

( more stocks will be coming in another 2 weeks time. Do drop by if you happen to be around Iluma [= )

2009-09-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

Weee ~

Finally , I'm working .. Which means I'm able to clear my wish list ~woots ! T900 wait for me alright ? (: Gonna sleep early tonight ~

Ate late brunch with sweet heart & his mom @ home today. I'm the cook (: The dishes are sesame chicken & oyster sauce vegetables. And chicken soup which was given by sweet heart mom's colleague. Though , it don't taste that nice .. well , its nice of people to cook and give it to us so we should appreciate.

Those who fails to appreciate don't deserve to be happy eh ? The 9'o clock show is good ~
There's a mixture of feelings right now . I just can't seems to describe how i feel right now.
I'm not feeling happy , sad nor moody .

Is there any time limit ? Am i thinking too much ?

Don't think don't think alright ?

Past records that you have committed are gonna remain in my heart forever.

Just how scary can a man be ?

2009-09-16T17:08:00.000+08:00

High end ~

Now Kbox there's another branch under them . Its called Suitez a high end Kbox ? Heard from classmate that the cost there is expensive. Went to interview there. Their working hours not really that good eh ? morning shift starts about 11 am and night shift starts at 8pm till 4am and transport will be provided back home. And their uniform , need to deposit a fees of $100. When you wanna quit they will than give you back the $100 .

And guess what ? I'm going down to interview later again @ iluma. Its a shop name called Chota. Selling ladies and men's apparel. For me i prefer selling clothes than to work in that Suitez eh ? lols. Its easier and more relax as compared to working in suitez because there they requires good serving attitude and no slacking is definitely allowed.

Right now , my brain is all filled with money ~ lols. This time round when it comes to find jobs I'm all out ~ I need to work badly ~

Sweet heart change his job again ~ hahas. Accompanied him to interview yesterday.

Sweet heart told me 2 of his ex used to wait for him at his work place till he knock off. lols.
Afraid that he will run away. For me , I'm not afraid because

命理有时中需有
命理无时莫强求

this 2 sentences made me realize something about relationship. If he will run away , what you do to prevent will be futile. If it's bound to happen , it will.

I've learnt a lot thru relationship .. Doesn't mean that you put all your heart and souls in , you will earn back a long lasting relationship. This apply to girls especially. 人是个善变的动物
That is why now i don't tell my boyfriend that i'll love him forever ~
To me i don't think that there's " forever " even exist in my dictionary.

Just let nature take its place yeah ? I don't dare to think too much for my current relationship also. =/

Its true that after every relationship , i do learn and grow. Life learning experience. What mistakes that shouldn't be made in another relationship so on and so fore.

Its a long post yeah ? Alright , shall post till here (: Update next time ~

2009-09-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

Vacation ~

1 month vacation ~ I seriously need a new laptop. lols. My lousy sound system is killing me ~ How i wish there's 1 bag of cash drop in front of me. I envied all those rich kids. What they want , they can just get it immediately.

Its good to be independent. Right now , I'm very enthusiastic when it comes to look for jobs. Can you imagine out of so many that i've asked , 4 of them are from the same MLM company. Scary eh ?

My mind , thoughts are all in a whirl now. Perhaps i think too much ? Not sure ~ Right eye lid just twitched ~ Sigh ~ Hope there isn't any bad things happen on me alright ?

Shall post till here. Update next time ~

2009-09-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

Officially Nineteen ((: !!

Turning Nineteen in another 1 1/2 hours time. ((: What is my wish ?

1. To clear my wish list =X

2. To be successful in life

3. To be Happy & Rich (:

Banana Chocolate Cake .. Looks Yummy right ? hehe

I wish that there's a cake for me to blow candles , irregardless of the size of the cake ~ hahas !

That's all for today ! (:

2009-09-09T01:12:00.000+08:00

ALERT !!!

BEWARE OF THIS SCAMMER BY THE POSB ACCOUNT NO. OF 228 07109 9... This bloody

***** Scammed me. She was conducting this spree in her blog called nu ren wo zhui da .. And

which after she closed her blog and told me that the spree she joined with another person.

The blog link is prelove-instocks.blogspot.com , and you know what ? This blog link is closed not

long after ... I am going to lodge a police complaint on her. She better watch out yeah ? She

had probably forgotten that she did reveal her Account no. to me and that police can track her

down using the bank account no.

I despise Scammer.

So girls , please take note yeah ? I don't want you guys to be the next victim like me )'=

Wish list in september (:

2009-09-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

Happy teacher's day ! [=

I did not realize that today is teacher's day. I almost went to school. =X Anyways , there are some wish list coming up ~ =XXXX

Oh yeah , i wanna do knitting so peeps you will probably spot me at the knitting shop that's located at jurong point shopping centre level 5 just next to kopitiam. haha. Its good and fun to learn new things.

My wish list :

Red captures my eyes more than anything now. Its black and red revolution~

Both are 12.1Mp gadgets ~ Class test starts tomorrow ! Wish me luck yeah ?

Ate popiah ,fried hokkien prawn mee, mango popicles and a packet of vitasoy for dinner. Follow by 1 slice of Honey dew , watermelon and a packet of sour gummy . So full >.<"

I don't usually eat that much ~

Reason ? My good friend in red that is coming to find me soon ><"

Alright , shall post till here today ~

2009-08-30T22:25:00.001+08:00

mugging~

Networking is one tough paper >.< 7 layers and their uses , bluetooth , wlan , wan , lan and many more.. 3 days to class test , 11 days to exam and 13 more days to birthday.

Went to catch final destination 4 with bs , boon and sweet heart. Don't watch yeah ? Its lame.. You guys might wanna catch last house on the left instead.. you might never expect the ending to end this way~

Sweet heart has become 338 kopitiam's regular. Lol. I need a new phone ! Preferabably a jap phone ?

Turning 19 soon and coco gonna be 2 months old ~ she's nice except for her poo & pee & her disastrous chewing & biting of stuffs. One thing for sure , she's a fast learner. Haha. I am now teaching her tricks.. And then i'll slowly teach her where to pee and poo..

Can't wait for school to end eh ? Final year projects , exams , final paper and graduation.. I thought that september's paper is the final year exam..hoho.. I'm wrong.. Heard from may that the final paper in march is gonna be tough... Hope that i won't let grandma down~

Alright, so much for today~

2009-08-26T15:36:00.000+08:00

uh oh ?

7 More days to class test & 15 more days to exam. And I'm struggling =[ Have been thinking a lot lately. More and more questions inside my head. I keep telling myself , " not to think about it yeah ? "
Networking is a killing core module. Thinking of working after my exams. I needed Cash =/ Alrights , i need to practise for phase test. So much for now.

PS: I don't know whether all those matters in my mind are right or wrong. Because my strong intuition tells me so.

2009-08-24T12:07:00.000+08:00

Good or bad ?

Sweet heart's gonna sell the laptop away ; There's plenty of stuffs on my mind. I can't clear all my doubts. 19 more days to Birthday and 21 more days to exam. 2 Days after my birthday is my exam. High eh ? I thought that september 14's paper gonna be the last one. There's one final one at march =/ And which after , we are finish with ITE.

Went for the Director's session in school on friday.. Chose Bridging maths 1. Hopefully I can get in ~ Maths is the most important subject and the stepping stone to poly. Engineering maths is not easy =/ Equation xyz just makes me go mad.

Worries ; doubts * Will all those promises go to vain ?

I decided to carry out a plan ~ Gonna make a call later and book an appointment. What's that appointment ? For me to know and for you to find out (:

Its one of my wish from last year till now. Gonna fulfill it ~ YEAH ! ^^

Practising for phase test. Dream weaver is driving me nuts !@#@#!$

I know life won't be forever be like a bed of roses. Its like a roller coaster ; Up and downs.

As for now , I'm quite contented with what i have.

Going to vivo to get some stuffs in daiso for coco. She's one lucky puppy. Worried for her as she's having soft stool since the day she started drinking animalac. Just born formula is better for her ..

Screw that taxi driver at made me pay $8.30 nets and $8 cash. Don't let me see him again , else I'll complain !

Alright , Lesson ending soon ~ CCNA's lesson up next. What a boring day ~

So much for now. Update next time ~

2009-08-19T17:35:00.000+08:00

Oh my ?

It has been a long time since i last updated my blog. And There's many many overdue pictures. Problems in school ; at home and many more make me feel like giving up totally. I even had the urge of QUITTING SCHOOL.

SCREWED ~ 4 pointer to a 3.7 GPA and End of year I don't even know what kind of GPA i'll get. Congrats to me eh ?

Its only a small project .. There's still a big one coming up soon ... My determination , perserverance all gone ~

The old Anni is still the best. Happy go lucky everything can be solved. Now , all she thinks in her head was only GIVE UP.

6 more months...And i'm struggling...

Sometimes , all these school work can make me bang my head against the wall.
P/s : I'm a person who like to self mutilate when stress or hurt.

So much for now. Shall update another time.

2009-08-14T05:52:00.000+08:00

)'=

$100 gone just like that.. It's GONE AWWWWW.. I didn't know where the hell i've dropped it. That fellow whom pick up my money is DAMN LUCKY. CRAP. Aunt hospitalize follow up by sweet heart. Do take care of yourself everyone ; Recently the weather had not been good. Fogy , scorching and raining weather..

So tired ~ TGIF (: My favourite day every week .. Phase test was easy ~ I hate leeches. Didn't i mention it in the previous post ? So many blood suckers nowadays. Thanks rena and fizah. If you guys didn't let me join your group for dream waver project. I'm gonna be dead for sure.

What mr richard told us today was true.Decision is Important ! Faster GRADUATE ):
Whatever it is i still think Fl0804R that year was the best. If its still the same how nice it is yeah ?

Alright , so much for today ~ Shall update next time.

2009-08-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

New member (:

COCO YEE ! Da's new puppy ~ Let me show you how cute she is alright ? Just bought her today ..

Woot ~ I'm gonna teach her many many tricks and skills [=

That's all (:

2009-08-08T11:41:00.000+08:00

X3 this song. (:

你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰

爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要

宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱

我相信在(这个)世界上一定会遇到

对的人出现(在眼角)
那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好
放手去爱海阔天高
喔...耶...

2009-08-06T14:44:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday singapore !

August 9th 1965 , the day when singapore gain its independent free from malaysia. Bored eh ? Reach school around 1220pm and i thought finally i reach school early and might be able to present the presentation. Know what ? The rest of the group mate didn't came school. Wasting our time. -.-"

Hot , humid and sorching ... I can be killed by the weather anytime .. ): 2 weeks more to go for may's project. Bad , very bad ..

Happy 2 months anniversary sweet heart (: Don't drink too much ahs .. Recently you keep getting drunk. =/

36 days more to go before exams and my birthday arrives. (: Finally 19 ! YEAH ~

Woke up as early as 5am. Due to worrying for sweet heart. He didn't even gave me a call yesterday. Went back to sleep , woke up around 10am.

Lost interest in studying. Hou seh man. np/make up academy ?

Still thinking... Whatever it is , at least I've plan and know what i wanna do after my ite. At least i have a goal to look forward to.

20mins more to go before next lesson starts. School is as boring as ever. Sigh ~ Can't wait for graduation.

By the way , i hate leeches. Blood suckers ..

Alright , so much for today. Shall update next time ~

2009-08-04T18:23:00.000+08:00

A mixture of everything ...

Woke up late today =/ For the entire day , I've been having a weird feeling. I guess I'm too tired due to burning mid night oils because of Projects.

Fall in love with this song name 对的人
Lyrics quite meaningful..
Love consist of sweet , sour , bitter and spicy.

I thought I'll be able to unload all those stuffs that are in my mind , yet I'm wrong..
I need a good rest/sleep tonight. Else I'm gonna die from exhaustion.

Last poster for Cyber wellness needs to be done ~ 2 weeks left ):
Phase test for Networking fundamentals is next Tuesday. Holy eh ?
Can't afford to play anymore. Its time to get serious =/

Meet up with sis today .. Ate shukudo and she bought her a charles and keith shoe .. I'm happy for her. Due to her dressing , there's a couple that is mocking at her. I think that is pretty rude -.-"
Overall , when you are left with nothing , you will realise your family will still standby you.
Family is the best. Cherish Everyone around you yeah ? (:
Alrights , so much for today ~

2009-08-04T02:58:00.000+08:00

Wasted Trip ~

Went to school today. The moment i reached school , i saw yong ting , eugene, dennis , esther and manuela. They told me miss may didn't came school. ): Wasted trip. Well went home after that and saw mon thet and ain.

Took a cold shower the moment i came home. I can't tolerate the humid and hot weather. I can't stand being alone at home ending up i went ikea. Bought a transparent container @ $4 and also i saw many stuffs which i wanna buy to decorate my room.

My room needs to revamp =X I wanted to repaint. Cyber wellness project almost slipped off my mind.

while doing poster , came across this picture which i think its really nice taken :

Sweet heart might be getting a shih tzu tomorrow =/ Heard that shih tzu is well known for their stinky mouth and tear drops. There's more photos that i'll upload tomorrow. Pretty lazy today.
Eyes closing soon. I damn tired. Have to wake up 4 hours later. I doubt i can do that ?
My mind is loaded .. And i've found a good way to unload it. Just dump it aside ; don't think about it.

There's a saying : " 越在呼就越失落"

Honesty & trust the vital key point in relationship. Its good to be honest ~
:D

Alright , so much for now. Shall update next time ~

2009-07-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

Fetish ?

Heard that perverts has fetish like smelling undies and bra even with stains on it. That's disgusting ! My aunt finally came home and i asked her when she reached home around noon today did she saw my bra. And she told me no. I evaluated that my bra , shorts and tube were stolen around 2-3 pm. Anyways , I went to anchorpoint to get my new shorts and bras. And I've bought other stuffs too. Let me tell you how much i've spent today.

2 pair of shorts + winnie the pooh mouse & clubpets magazine+ 2 pc bra & 3 undies
= $20 + $26.40 + $35 = $81.4

$81.4 just gone like that ~ I need to save eh ? =x

Tomorrow its Wednesday , baby might be going tanjung pinang this Friday ~ Gonna miss him )=

I got the urge of learning to cook chicken curry (: Life's short ; Just do what you wanna do don't wait till its too late yeah ?

46 days more to birthday and also 46 days more to EXAMS. Scary eh ? =/

Craving for popiah , rojak and my school's laksa. All fattening food ~

Nice food are unhealthy. Agree ?
That's all for today ~

`` XOXO Danny yee *

2009-07-28T19:53:00.000+08:00

Lesson learnt.

I am wrong . I thought that hanging the laundry at corridor was safe. I was proven wrong today. I woke up 8am in the morning and took my bras out at 9am just before i went to school. Shockingly, it all went disappear. Someone stole them. Who will be so pervert to steal my bra and shorts ?

This taught me a lesson. Never hang your laundry at the corridor. Its never safe to do so.
4 bras , 2 shorts and 1 lacy tube gone. Nice one uh ?

Just my luck . )= Going to get new sets of bras and shorts now. So much for now ~

2009-07-28T10:29:00.000+08:00

Sleezy Tuesday ~
I set the alarm yesterday night and i need to wake up as early as 6 in the morning. As usual , my old habit , the alarm rings and i just switch it off and back to sleep. That's bad uh ?

I reached school around 930am when the lesson starts at 8am. Well , Whether i am late or not it doesn't matter anymore. What matter most now is i am on task that i am able to give what my teacher wants at the end of the day. (:

I shall show what i've been doing in class lately :

Feel so sleepy ~ Ok , i need to do my stuffs now. So much for today ~ =D

2009-07-27T08:43:00.000+08:00

Its Monday ~

Every Monday , there will be only 1 thing that will make me look forward to go school. Not the teachers nor the lesson but its the F-O-O-D (:

For me , every Monday's must have is the laksa from the Noodle stall. Its so Nice and affordable with lots of ingredients and it only cost $1.80 . The laksa itself is enough to make me full for the whole day ~ The gravy is not too heavy or too light. Its just nice ~ I shall take a picture of the laksa and upload it later =)

Its 8.40am in the morning and I'm here blogging away ~ Sweet heart is still sleeping ~ Just Drank a cup of hot chocolate cereal .. Yum yum !

I'm one happy and contented girl ~

Truely ; madly ; deeply ~

2009-07-26T17:16:00.000+08:00

Great weekend (:

To my dearest cousin : Sorry for not going for your birthday chalet yea ? I wish you and Hayden happy birthday ! (:

Due to my forgetfulness , I forgot to bring sweet heart's house keys. Therefore when he went to work yesterday i was still sleeping like a log. And nobody's home , i can't leave the house either .. Hence , i have to wait for him to come back.

Went Concept 11 again ~ This time round its FUN ! Thanks sweet heart ~ You are L-O-V-E-D by me !!

I have 6 plushy which i caught at the machine , let me show you guys the pictures :

From this

to this

And finally this

I'm one happy girl yea ? Heard from mike ( concept 11's boss ) that the plushy are collected from world wide. Its not available in Singapore.

Just Changed my blog skin. Is it better than the previous one ? I hope so =/
Now its already 5.16Pm and sweet heart is still sleeping ~
He's a PIG ! =X

So much for today ~ Shall update next time ~

2009-07-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

TGIF (:

Thanks god tomorrow its Friday ! (: Oh ya , peeps help me do survey if you happen to come across my blog yea?

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=6T51fs_2f4SNBKaq55tIVT_2fA_3d_3d

Its just a simple survey ~

I'm SO BORED LARHS ! I WANNA GO OUT !!! but i don't know who to ask where to go. lol.

zz and hayden's birthday coming soon. This month of july there's so many birthday girls and boys ~

wee woo wee ~ my Maltese is coming soon ~ (:

Anyways , concept 11 is a good pub .. Nice sound system , nice boss and nice waitress ~

I feel so stuffy right now ~

2 person's birthday ~

2009-07-22T12:40:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my brother and Hao yun ~ Went to concept 11 yesterday . Whatever i play i keep losing -.-" Ending up i drink alot !

They open 2 bottles of martel. Now , my stomach feels weird T.T

Woke up late again ~ well, at least i did wake sweet heart up ~ lol ..

Saw rachel , lervin and yiling. And rachel drank alot too. lol. Her luck was not really good. She was from Nyp and she just graduated not long ago. Meaning , there's chances that she might know who is jenessa since they graduated in the same year.

No more Hard liquoir for me !! =/

2009-07-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

Didn't realise ..

I did not realize that around our neighborhood there's so many people that is afraid of dogs.The dog that was from my house i can say is 100 % safe and it will just sniff and not bite. Just now there's a guy in yellow tee and white pants was walking behind me ... And i can see that he was afraid of dog. -.-" He dash across the road and Alfie wanted to also. Alfie have no idea how dangerous the road was. Saw one schnauzer and it was barking at Alfie. Alfie just stared at it . Haha .. As usual , Alfie won't bark when meeting new friends . He's friendly. Good Temperament. Today he's quite excited and enthusiastic because it had been a few days that he had a good walk outside.

I'm so tired ~ hahas .. Gonna sleep early today for sure ~ Ok , update till here. Shall update next time. =D

2009-07-14T13:32:00.000+08:00

Boredem ~

I was having a 3 hours break now. So bored. Luckily there's still computer for me to use in D402. (:
Woke up late as usual. Didn't went for may's lesson. =X

Thanks god rena sms me. Else I'm gonna continue sleeping. 8 More months to go before graduating.

Oh ya , Surprisingly , my ex boyfriend aunt chatted with me in Facebook. She told me even though me and his nephew are no longer together , yet she still treat me as her friend. Its kind of awkward when i was chatting with her. Its because i've totally no idea what to talk to her.
Well , she treated me quite well when i'm with my ex. She bought me stuffs and joked with me. Its nice of her (:

The last thing she asked me in the conversation was , " You now have a new boyfriend ? " And my answer was ya. And after that she told me , she got to go , i guess she's going to fetch her kids .

Mummy ask me whether if i could downgrade my broadband to a wireless usb broadband. Its cheaper in a way. But the contract only expire next year december. haha. If i need to downgrade , i need to pay $200.

I just realise its fun using mobile phone to online ~ Finally finish watching Endless love. yeah ~
Now when i'm blogging away , my classmates were chit chatting about filial piety matters. Will you send your parents to old folks home when they are old ? My answer is No (: Its not easy to give birth to me , though my parents didn't brought me up but giving birth to me and giving me a life i still need to thanks them. We need to be thankfull ..

Long way to go before next lesson starts. Cyber wellness .. Its a elective module .. Bored ~ Thanks god there's only 1 paper to take in september for final year exam. And follow by a final year project and I'm done with ite.

Ok , i'm done updating (: Shall update next time ~

2009-07-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

Home alone ~~~

Home alone now .. using laptop & watching Korean drama at the same time. The Title is Endless love. This is the second time i'm watching. Reached school at 2pm today .. I can tell you , my heart and my mind is totally not there. I just feel like going home the moment miss may was asking us to do lab 24.

I wanted to learn many many many things , knitting , singing , cooking more dishes like curry & make up ! (:

It's difficult to spend a lifetime looking for the perfect someone... It's even more difficult to realize who they are and that you might have them before your eyes... This sentence is true ~

I think i have one before my eyes..Though I'm young , yet there's never a day that i never Dreamt of finding my prince charming.

When i decided to accept him as my boyfriend , I told myself i have to overcome my fears in that i had in the past relationship.

I don't know why i suddenly wanna blog all this .. just one very random post. (:

Ok , just update till here. ((:

2009-07-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

I hate sunday ~~

I dislike, loathe , detest , hate sunday. Need to wake up early for school tomorrow. As early as 6am ? Usually i will be late. Too early and only eugene in our class will be punctual. Bored !!!!!! Gonna have monday blues T.T Many stuffs are flashing in my mind .. How to unload it eh ? So tired ~~ Guess i really need to revert back to normal sleeping hours. Well , just a normal weekend spent . Nothing much ~~

Need to start saving again ~ Spent too much on online shopping =X My bank now only left with less than i think $10 ?

In this world there's only 2 matters that will make me stress .. Studies & financial matters.. (:
Actually i'm just a simple girl ~ With simple wishes and easily contented. Faster Graduate can ? I wanna WORK ! T.T

Therefore this time round , i won't idle for months and not looking for jobs like when i was having a 4 months vacation after my O's. Come to think of it , wasted ! I'm dumb too .. lol .. There's no such stuffs as , " I can't find any job " . Its just a matter of want or don't want to find.

Time files .. Now its already July .. 2 months more , its my final year exam. This time round , my Html project i don't know how am i going to finish it and hand it up. Do you know why ? My group mates are wasjdi and willie. ): Doom ~ I only can depend on myself .. Perhaps i should tell miss may i should solo eh ? I don't want anyone to share my points when they did not even do anything.

Thought of learning make up right after i've graduated from ite .. Its because i promised grandma that i'll go to poly by hook or by crook. I wanted to be a make up artist. But the cost itself its not cheap. It cost about 3.4k for 43 lessons. Its a make up diploma .. I need to do a lot of serious consideration whether i should follow my dreams or fulfilling grandma's wish.

Human can only live once , therefore every decision made is very crucial and important and it will also some how form a path that might leads you to your future.

I know i'm just right here blogging away .. But i will use my action and make it work .. All those who have been reading my blog wish me luck yea ? (:

Cheerios !

2009-07-10T03:01:00.002+08:00

Scare the hell out of me ~

Guess I'm really not suitable to touch water ~ As according to the zodiac , I'm fire element. =/
As i was packing my room , i found 2 Marche balloons .. I got it at Vivo last October .. So i was thinking why not fill it with water and play with it .. And soon , something happen. I took the two balloon that i left it on the computer table and it burst right in front of me. Hence , my laptop , desktop and floor all flooded with water. And when the balloon burst , my laptop screen went black.. I dry my laptop with hair dryer and restart 4 times until now it finally works ~

Phew ~ I thought it died on me T.T SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME CAN ? As usual , can't sleep because I'm already so use to sleep late. Watching my Korean Drama .. Though I've watch it like years ago , yet it still able to touch me and made me cry a lot.

Gonna cook soup for my sweet heart tomorrow ~ =D watching haunting in connecticut , singing kbox and etc .. Fully planned ! Its good ~

And I'm SOOOO HAPPY ! Its because tomorrow I finally get to see him ! MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!!! hehe ..

x3 u lots ! (:

2009-07-08T19:45:00.000+08:00

where is my luck ?

eeewwwww.. obviously , the luck is not on my side ): i could have strike the lottery ! URGH ! there's this guy name xiaojie sending me a message in WhoLivesNearYou .. And i viewed his photo.. Saw his BMW car.. And he didn't remove his car plate no. ... and you know what ? his car plate no. came out for 4D ! )=

you na me zhun mah ? I should have bet using all my assets. lol. "IF ONLY"

i bought that no. today ~ Sigh ~

2009-07-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

Unfair Unfair !

Why does poly & Ite student doesn't have youth day ? And why does primary school kids have ? They are just merely kids. Not even youth eh ? School is starting tomorrow and its DAMN early ~ I hope the lesson will just end at 2 or 3 pm.

First lesson gonna be networking @ E405 .. No matter how dreadful its gonna be i will still hang on till i complete my course and get my ass off there.

There are a few shows that will be screening soon will be the hits in this month. Haunting in Connecticut is a must watch ! Its screening will be this coming thursday .. There's a show that shook me real hard that is drag me to hell .. Lets see if this show will be having the same effect as drag me to hell.

I'm now watching channel 5 .. There's this show called The Scariest Places On Earth. 2 Thumbs up for this show because it can really send chill down your spine when you are watching.

The haunted castle in transylvania is indeed scary ~ Its a must watch ! Warning : Not for the faint hearted.

2009-07-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

Birthday celebration ~

Today is benny's birthday .. We celebrate it in advance with him yesterday ~ He ordered 3 tower of beer , sweet heart and shan shan ordered something special for him since its his birthday. HAHA . Sweet heart ordered grave yard and shan shan ordered water fall. Its fun ~ We went to speed legend pub. There's a waitress there i dislike her attitude. so XL . lol .

The inevitable process after drinking that much is puking. Benny puked alot. Later on , shan shan and roy sent him back home first. Left me , sweet heart , freddie , bing shun & sq. Actually sweet heart told them to meet outside 7-11 . When we reached his house void deck , he told me he was tipsy and decided to it a miss.

As usual , he was late for work. This time round he was late for 2 hours. haha . Today is saturday and now i'm at home alone with alfie (: Bought conditioning shampoo , teeth biscuit & wet food for alfie. I need to be fair yea ? I dote alot on bebe last time now its time to dote on alfie.

Sweet heart is out of singapore today ! Will be back on monday. AWWW.. I just met him yesterday. Met him one day T.T Miss him eh ? School starting soon , and hell begins ! I should stock up on fruits in case i'm craving for junk food. I don't wanna put on weight ! My sleeping habit is still bad. I slept like 3 or 4 am. I am thinking how the hell am i suppose to wake up for school if i'm continue to sleep at this kind weird hours. I'm bored. Ok , shall stop here now , decided to bring alfie for a stroll ~

2009-07-02T00:42:00.002+08:00

So fast ~

In an blink of an eye its Wednesday .. Can't wait for Friday to come .. Its because only on Friday I'll get to meet sweet heart.. Now sweet heart only got 1 off days ... Not good and its on Sunday ):
School is starting soon ... )= To xxxx: Don't cry okies ? Don't let your tears drop so easily .. Just let yr boyfriend know how you feel and just leave that place..

Thanks god that i don't have to go school tomorrow ~ YEAH !!! Can sleep longer ~ hehe .. Sweet heart is falling sick soon ~ Too bad he don't eat fruits else he can have more vitamins and his immune system will be stronger ~

I shall update till here. (:

2009-06-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

Uneasy ~

people always use to say , " fang ren zhi xin bu ke wu ~ " which i come to think of it sounds pretty true .. Still have to wake up early tomorrow morning ):

For the time being i think i just don't wanna flood my mind with all those stuffs .. Just go with my feelings ..

Sigh ~ I'm tired .. Shall update till here.

2009-06-29T01:15:00.000+08:00

Counting down the days ~

1 week left before sch starts ): I don't like school ~ BORED !!! 6 more days to benny's birthday .. 25 years old .. OLD liaos.. hehe .. Need to go back to school tomorrow to do lab exercises. I guess i'm the only one that will be going ? Rena , wei jian , joshua & ain not going .. Manuela and ain i not sure .. Sigh ~ I need to force myself to sleep later .. else i can't wake up tomorrow ~

Time to turn in now .. Dreaded to go school )= Can school come up with some interesting lessons to make my mood back ? Students should do some feedback on the ite website =/
Shall update till here.

2009-06-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

ZzZz

Nothing much to blog about .. Just feeling confused .. Its because right now , i have 2 types of feelings mixed together .. What should i do ? People always say , " chuan dao qiao tou zi ruan zhi " Perhaps ?

My intuition and 6 sense are pretty accurate. When i suspect there's something on or whatever there's bound to have some stuffs that are fishy. And yes , i'm right all along ~

I'm afraid .. Really afraid ..

2009-06-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

Another day ~

Woke up around 2 plus today. Thanks goodness that i'm having my holidays thus i'm able to sleep like a log. Didn't went anywhere today. I stayed at home (: I'm a good girl right ? =x
My guess was right , sweet heart didn't went to visit a doctor for his stitches. So naughty of him ~ Right now he's a JB with his boss .. I wonder what he will be eating with his boss .. I'm afraid that he might eat seafood because seafood is toxic to people with infection. >.<

I was watching tv just now .. And there's a pastry shop whereby they sell pastries snacks at an affordable prices. 1 box of pastries there's 20 pieces and it cost less than $20. Let me show you guys some of the pictures :

ok , let me show you guys some mouth drooling food ~ =D

This is 鲜奶咸蛋黄螃蟹

And this is 龙虾粥

That's all for today ! (:

2009-06-23T21:31:00.001+08:00

Worried ~

I'm worried for my sweet heart .. Its because his stitches had already loosen and its infected. Thus when helping him to change the dressing i saw pus. He have to work hence he didn't have any chance to pay a visit to a clinic.

To my dearest sweet heart : Health is very important . Its because health = wealth. Do pay a visit to the doctor tomorrow morning ok ? (:

tomorrow sweet heart will be going to jb with his boss .. so mean while i have to find something to do tomorrow ~ I should start packing my room .. Its way to messy !

是你让我相信被爱的理由~

Because of you , i feel complete once again [= Muacks ~

Meet up with sis yesterday , i guess it had been more than a year since i last seen her ?
She's nice (: She bought me one hair dye and conditioner from loreal ware house sale. The hair dye only cost $5. Its a steal ! Without me realising , I had been eating prata for 3 days. lol .
Well , I'm ok with any food because i'm not a fussy eater (:

I'm now watching okto's brainac .. They are doing all sorts of experiment and mostly its hilarious.

Ok , i'm done blogging ~ shall update next time ! (:

2009-06-22T00:09:00.000+08:00

Some overdues pictures ~

Ok , i've been rushed by my sweet heart to upload pictures that we took yesterday before watching Drag me to Hell. Okok , without further do , here's some pictures :

ok , i know i looked abit weird. Its taken at cinema ..

I prefer this photo. (: Took this photo when i'm @ liquid Gold with sweet heart , bs & boon.

And sweet heart's had been a little naughty today. Despite of his stitches he went to play basketball. I salute him. L0L =x

To sweetheart : i know you are reading my blog ~ lalalala .. Just wanna let you know that i'm loving you more and more. Do you feel the same way as i do ?

I don't really mind going anywhere with you . What matters most is whom i'm with . And that's YOU ! (: Muacks ~

ILU~

2009-06-18T01:19:00.000+08:00

Stupid cleaner ~

Just came back from ttsh . And also i was being chased away by the security guard . Nice one . All because of that bloody cleaner.Her face simply IRK me. I feel like slapping her. haha. Old hag , too free thus giving her ample time to complain ,complain and COMPLAIN.

Someone wrote my name down in her blog. Luckily its not in cap lock. HAHA. Its ok that my efforts are not being recognised . Did you know before you were with your current bf now , i did alot of talking to him before he could accept you. If not , you and him won't be together now. Bear that in mind yea ?
Its not good to be nice seriously. Didn't i already apologise for shooting my mouth off ? Thus i will keep quiet next time.

Why i am so rude towards you when that day we are eating out at ABC market. I'll let you know why in this post.
There's one particular day whereday she's inside my room and she said this sentence very loudly , " Why do you need to ENVY people ? , look at me i never envy people at all. " Sad to say you once did. Before you are attached , you are envying those with good boyfriend walking hand in hand down the streets. What you said that day HURT ME. Do you know that ? i bet you didn't .. I totally forgot you are born with a golden spoon in your mouth. Back then what you wanted you could have. What about me ? I'm just a normal person leading normal life . Don't worry , i won't spell out your name here (:

i know that right now , my brother is in a very difficult position. Even because of her my mum called and kp me. -.-x Thinking that i'm the one who scolded her.

Well right now i know my brother is in a very difficult position. I shall see what happen in the next few days. Mood not really good now because i'm having menses.

I proved to people that i'm not the bf type of person by attending her b'dae , didn't know that even before that she could just said that i'm bo xim. Nice one (:

Don't worry , after this matter rest i will speak more carefully den ever. I won't let matter's like that happen again.

2009-06-16T18:35:00.000+08:00

Beware alrights ?

Did you know whenever you are trying to push the blame to me about the electricity bills i feel like strangling you. Last month , you are telling me that the electricity bills raise from 100 to 140. Hello ? Who had been switching on the air con everyday ? Mind you , i'm blowing fan ! And did you know that the ratio of fan to air con ? 1 : 10 Let's say the price of the air con is 100 for the bill the fan will only cost 10. And yet you could tell me just now , i didn't know how expensive the bill is. F**k off alrights ?
You complained that the bills is ex , yet you could spent $100 + on the bloody hair extension and took it out few days later. Nice one eh ? And you told me everytime after you had finish paying the bills and all that you are left with $50 .. Come on , i don't believe a single thing you say. Good acting though , i don't buy it. Oh ya , if i'm working i'll make sure i'll throw 2 $50 note right at your face. Don't make me do that ok ?

I'm not old enough else i'll move out for sure. You have been aiming me with the bills , one single day if i couldn't hold my anger i will just scold you vulgar and get out of this bloody house.
Do you need to eat some big brains to make your brains work ? I just don't know why you LOVE to aim at me so much.

Didn't went to ttsh today. Wanna rest at home , tomorrow than i'll visit sweet heart again. Guess i'll be nuahing at home today. Just couldn't imagine that i need to see that bloody bitch again tonight.

ARGH ~ ANGRY ~ F**k OFF BITCH !!!!!!!

2009-06-14T04:31:00.000+08:00

Tan Tock Seng Hospital ~

Tan Tock Seng Hospital had been strict lately due to swine flu ~ oh ya , i went there because sweet heart was admitted due to breathing difficulties. And thanks to that bloody guard , made us walk rounds and rounds without finding where to consult a doctor at the emergency department. And made sweet heart quite angry that he decided to blow off his top. I was stunned , because i've never seen him so angry before. All i could do was to ask him to chill . lol .

Due to walking rounds and rounds around , there's a rise in my body temperature . You know what , the nurse told me my temperature was 37.7 therefore i couldn't accompany sweet heart in ! ): Therefore he asked his mum to go in with him. And while waiting , i was reading this book called club pets . Thanks goodness that i brought this book out from sweet heart's home else , i have no clue what i'm gonna do.

His mom told me that he needs to be hospitalise. Expected though , its because its not something minor..Because of his he couldn't fly to philiphines . So , his weekends are all spend on hospital recuperating.

Spend the night with him till dawn and went back home. Though tired , but its worth it (:
Cooked herbal chicken soup , sweet & sour pork & you cai for sweet heart.
And he's having another operation to remove the tube . Seeing him with tubes on his body makes me heart ache. The reckless doctor made another tube for him on his left hand for the drip and later on another doctor walked over and told him that it's poked into the wrong vein. And blood are oozing out. That's why sweet heart's shirt there's alot of blood . So scary ~

Hopefully he might be able to discharge tomorrow. (: Pray for the best alrights ? Oh ya , i guess sweet heart's mom have a good impression on me after we two chatted while eating together.
She realises that i will be much comfortable to converse in teo chew than hokkien . HAHA =x

He told me that this is the first time that he was hospitalised. And also I'm the only girlfriend among all to see him in this state. I really don't mind because i wanted to take care of him. To me , his health matters more than anything. Don't worry sweet heart , I am not bored when i'm with you .. Today i went back early thus you can rest more too. Muacks ~ I love you (:

2009-06-12T01:43:00.001+08:00

I miss you soo..

Didn't meet up with sweet heart today. Which means i have not seen him for 2 days ~ He's busy and i understand ~ Miss him sooo much ! Gonna meet him up tomorrow ! Though its only for a few hours but those time spend with him are precious ~

wo ai yu zhong hao ! [=

I'm gonna hug you tight tight tomorrow ~ Though you are only gonna be away for 1 day yet i still wanna tell you i will miss you ! (:
I'm gonna be your good girl ~ Enjoy those times that i've spent with you. I mean it.

Things that i've enjoy doing with you :

- Hugged by you
- Prawning with you
- singing with you
- listen to you singing
- drinking with you ( but i drink a little nia hehe )

who says there are no good guys left ? There is , i am happy that i've found one gem truely belongs to mine.

余忠豪你是我的！

爱我非你莫属 ~

I feel so blissful to be loved by you (:

Ti amour ~

update till here. (:

2009-06-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

Hur Hur !

Everyone's attached. L0L ? vivien attached to kor , chris attached to zz ( 6 years liaos ) , me attached to danny yu zhong hao (:

Went to liquid gold with sweet heart , bingshun & ah boon. The more they sing the more emotional they are. Bing shun went home early as he got work today. haha . Caught 50 prawns yesterday , wasted though. Cos we gonna meet bs and ah boon else we can bbq there and eat (:

sweet heart ordered one personal rod for me and its in PINK ! (: Its nice lahhhhhh.. Thanks [=

share with you guys some funny quizzes that i've done weeks ago.

Funny eh ? Anyways its not true de. hehe . Going to KL soon ~ Gonna miss sweet heart alot ! =/

Glad that i'm able to move on and accept someone else i don't think any guys will be able to walk into my future. [=

Didn't meet up with my sweet heart today . As he was busy with his work ~ I'm understanding ! hehe . Knowing that he is busy with his work i didn't even dare to sms or call him so that he can concentrate on working.

Fri's coming soon ~ WOOHOO ! HOLIDAY ! but i've to go back sch to practise for HTML retest. )'=
Sigh ~

This few days i'm contented and happy ~
I Deserved to be happy okay ? (:

I'm Danny's lil girl (:

Though he's my oldest boyfriend , i don't mind at all (:
Though he smoke , he drinks i don't mind too (:
What i know is , he loves me ~
And because i love him too i need to accept him for what he is and not trying to change him into another person. [=

Vivien's birthday coming soon ~ she's getting older by 1 years old . I'm still young ! Bleahs xD
Update till here (:

PS: ILU (:

2009-06-08T13:33:00.000+08:00

L0L ?

For the first time that my CA gone mad. That's because i did not attend school continously . Crap , and you know what her face look horrible. Oh yea , i'm attached (: Sweetly attached. HOORAY !
Everyone has been receiving letter from school. Even people like ivan did. wow . Impress ~

Now i'm having HTML lesson.School's gonna be boring than ever. 3 more days to holidays . Quick , i want holiday i don't wanna see my teacher's face. MY GOD.

ok , shall post till here. update next time.

2009-06-06T18:51:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAY PLEASE !

yeah yeah , count down to holiday ~ lalalalala. My mind is all about holiday .=x Thanks ying , i will find back my old self and build it back. Sigh ~ I'm not young anymore yet i did exactly what secondary kids behaves. ZzZz . Its not a glam thing to talk about. I'm just running away from problems ; reality.

All pray for ah kor to go thru the singing audition ! (: lalalalala. ok la , blog till here. update next time (=

2009-06-02T17:54:00.000+08:00

Life's bored ~

I no longer knew the meaning of life ; lost the enthusiasm the moral etc etc. And even now , i dreaded to go school when i know that i needed to get a cert for my future stepping stone purposes. Yet , i don't give a damn anymore. I was even thinking how am i gonna graduate that now i'm so sucky in my studies. I used to be very very sure that i'm gonna enter poly. Now , i'm not. No more. I'm tired ~ That's why sometimes i wish i can just sleep without waking up.

My test , no matter what no matter how last time i will make an effort to study. Now i don't even care , i don't know why i changed so much. That's sucks .. I know , i can never change back to the person i use to be. I now in the middle not going anywhere. I hate it.

LIFE SUCKS ~

Bored ~

2009-06-01T14:04:00.001+08:00

Retest for HTML.

Screwed the previous test. Thus going to retest now. Pray hard that i'll pass okies ? Skip the morning lesson and went for HTML lesson instead. Too tired after grooming alfie yesterday. Singapore is way too HOT ! My god ~ Last night , vivien popped a question which i think was good . She asked , " Why do you have to envy people ? " I couldn't answer at all. -.-x

11 more days to holidays .. Quick ! I want Holiday ):

Sad ~ Demoralized and lack of motivation .. Where the happy go lucky anni who always love to study ? I doubt i can find it back anymore. Sigh ~ that's all for now.

2009-05-26T04:26:00.001+08:00

EEEK ! Make up really do wonders eh ?

You will be stun that how good make up techniques that ugly gals have. I should show you all some photos and you will understand what i mean.

Let's take a look at it shall we ?

Cute hor ?

All the photo very nice i know ..

you know originally how she looks like ?

this !

This is her without make up . kua tio gui right ?

After she make up , she really looks cute ! My GOD!

alrights , without further ado , i shall let you all know what she did to make herself look so good.

Ok , I admit that my make up skills aren't fabulous enough. I will try to Improve my make up skills !!!

I wanna be an beautiful swan that transform from an ugly duckling ~ that's all for today ~

2009-05-16T01:56:00.000+08:00

Yawn ~ I think I'm mentally tired. =/ Woke up at 11 today or earlier than that ? Not sure though. Spent $151 on both pups and Bebe scared the hell out of me because after the deworm pills she swallowed ( forcing her to swallow) she puked twice today. )'= And guess what ? She was actually a He ! Have been calling " him " Bebe from the day he arrives. Crap isn't it ? The weirdest thing about Bebe is he have a penis without testicles. And if his testicles don't develop when he is 6-7 months old he have to neuter . The price of neutering alone is enough to buy a phone. Expensive uh ? Pray hard that his testicles do show !

Holy shit that the laptop i wanted is out of stock. Sigh ~ KL has been confirmed that now they have swine flu ~ My god ? I wonder will it affect our June trip .. Many virus are forming and this is a sign that the world is going to end soon . Someone should design " T " virus ( its a virus that cause human to turn into zombie in and spread it in the show [[ resident evil]] ) and just destroy the whole world. We shall all die together (:

And that the crucial moment , what you wanted to do ? Seriously speaking how i wish i can just sleep forever ~ hehe ..

Recently I'm into bleach. I can watch bleach till morning 7 Am . Pro eh ? =x Its nice ! The good part is they will keep us high in suspense and that's the reason to keep us watching without fail. It has a total of 218 episode and there's still more coming up ~

Alright i shall update till here. Tatas !

2009-05-11T16:26:00.000+08:00

I have decided. (:

Once i have already decided , i won't change my mind. Well well , shit always happen to me. Come to think of it i only have one decent friend that is ying ying .. Hmmm , guess i will be going out with ah wee , juhua and maybe tian xi. HAHA. Going out with different online guys. That's me rather pathetic with no friends have to stick around with my brother. My brother told me that i need to face my own problems. Therefore i am finding a solution to solve it now. Its damn true that i don't have any friends. What to do ?

I can't stick with him anymore because he's got vivien and i don't wanna be light bulb also. (:
19 years old ; either i go out with different guys everytime or i will coop myself at home and never step out of house. That's simple .

Just came to realise that i'm a loser. All these while i thought it will be ok to tag along with my brother ; all along i thought that its ok to go out with him and his friend ; all these while i have been avoiding my problems..

If i'm not in this world none of this shit will happens on me (:
That's why on my previous post i called myself a weakling ; I can't stand to be alone.
Thus now , i need to learn to be alone or rather isolate myself.
That's pretty much for now. I shall update next time.

2009-05-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

Sometimes ...

Sometimes i feel that i'm so small .. Just like weaklings .. I love to cry more than before. I didn't know why either. Crying too much isn't good , probably i don't know how to let out my fustration and anger thus i just let it out by crying.

Kor is angry with me , chris is angry with me .. Due to this everyone looks unhappy. I sincerely apologize. Vivien , i know you and kor and bin an are suspecting something. Don't think too much alrights? Due to what happen between me and ken i have already learn my lesson. I won't wanna let bad stuffs happen again. Or perhaps i stick to you guys too much , should i start searching for my new groups of friends ?

Dote on bebe too much therefore now she misbehaves. Sigh ~ Gastic relapse again. HoHoHo. I guess sooner or later there's a day i might faint because of gastritis. All along i don't deny that i have alot of negative thoughts .. Therefore most of the time i suppress my feelings and emotions. Until the day which i think that i can no longer hold it anymore i will just burst into tears and cry it out at my hearts content. That's me ~

I envy kids , how i wish that i can stay as kids forever .. Worries and troubles free. Guess i'm fated to be born into this complicated world. Despite all bad stuffs happened to me one by one.

Faster graduate please ? Study life is getting more and more boring. Networking , HTML etc etc.
I just wish to get a cert faster and get my ass off ite.

C'lest la vie ~

2009-05-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

What a boring day ~

Lesson lesson lesson. I'm dying for holiday honestly speaking. This week , from mon to fri with a allowance of $8 daily .. I save $36 . $40 I only use $4 . Clap hands for me ! (:

I know alot of people will save this method is not healthy.Which i think its the only way out for me. I have no choice eh ? I might wanna train myself to the extend of not eating breakfast and lunch in school and just eat at home. And i will save $40 every week. lol.

1 week $40 , 1 month $160 . BRAVO ~ Ok , i shall carry out this fabulous plan.

haha.. I need enough money to perform a shopping spree at Kuala Lumpur, So i guess i dont have much choice but to do so... hehe. Next week going to bring Bebe to see vet le, she is going to have her second jab and vet consultation for her skin condition. Its going to cost again. But never mind, can claim from chris's wallet. I only fork out 50%..

thats all for now =)

(that's all folks ! ) lol type by chris -.-x

2009-05-06T05:32:00.000+08:00

Bad day ...

Not totally bad , one thing good about today is i was release at 1pm. Like Finally so early ? -.-x
I still like first semester the best. Whereby everyday lesson's was well planned. We will be release latest by 4pm and earliest 9am. Great uh ?

sometimes when message are not convey correctly mis communication and understanding occurs. And when that happens , usually a lot of problems will be brewing up and netherless to say a lot of people will be involve too.

Chris told me , its good to cry but not more than 15 minutes. For those whom know me well , i can cry non stop for 3 hours. If a girl were to cry for more than 15 minutes meaning she has mental problem. lol.

I'm a crybaby :D Perhaps i should change . Like keep laughing and laughing even though i'm sad. My monthly girly thingy makes me go nutty ~ I can be super happy at this moment the next minute i can just cry .. That's me ~ Right now my eyes are swollen ...

If there's only 1 day to live , what's the bucket list ?
Humans are vulnerable ; often quite cheap too . Don't you agree too ?
What i can say is c'est la vie ..

2009-05-05T02:42:00.000+08:00

Wish List

What is wish list ? The items that you wish to get. Well , guess this time round i have to give it a miss for my current wish. Seems impossible eh ? Fujitsu's L1010 pink laptop $1.1k . Value buy of the year. Specs wise quite good like DDR3 motherboard core 2 duo processor. My wish list are well known not to be fulfilled. haha ..

I want tons of money !!!!! How i wish i could just throw away my current small laptop and get the pink one. Just treat it as a kind of dream. Sucks to be poor ~
Grandma , give me 4 numbers to let me strike lottery ? 4D or Toto also can.
lalalalalalalalalalalalala .. how i wish i could buy things using my own money ): Yet i can't. ZzZ.
Update next time ~

2009-05-04T03:48:00.000+08:00

BUSY !!

Have been busy lately .. Thus didn't really update my blog. Well , for those of you whom think that i went MIA , i didn't . I'm still fine ! Just that I'm busy with 2 puppies . Alfie and Bebe .. 3/4 schnauzer and 1/4 beagle ; 1/2 jack Russel and 1/2 mini pinscher . Bebe is a heavy sleeper while Alfie is the light sleeper. Bebe used to be alone at some time ; while Alfie needs a lot of attention.
During this period of time , its counted quite crucial for me. I need to save as much money as i can to let me go to KL trip this coming June holiday. I plan to eat plain porridge with salted egg and pickled lettuce. Go ahead and say that I'm crazy. If calculated , $2.85 worth of food is enough to let 4 or 5 people to eat for 1 meal. Which is equals to $0.70 per person. Well , no choice , everything is costly nowadays have no choice but to eat it simple yet nice. I'm not a fussy eater. Therefore I'm perfectly fine with eating plain food everyday (: And also , I'm the cook ! HAHA.. Kor , Chris and Vivien completely agree with my plan. Through this way , i can slim down also. =)

I didn't really ask much for life. Handphone wise , i already gave up on chasing.. Relationship wise i already gave up too . Money wise working hard on it. Overall i just want everyone around me to be safe and sound. Friends ( Ying , Chris and Vivien ) , Family and last but not least Alfie and Bebe Tan ! (:

Oh yea , I'm craving for yishun's industrial park's taste of thailand restaurant food. Its nice and cheap some how famous too. It has videos on youtube ? There's a celebrity went there for the show coffee talks and hawker wok ( i guess this is the show name ) .

Well , so much of posting today. Shall show you guys some photos :D

that's Bebe and the chicken =D

And that's Alfie ! Everyone likes this shot. Its well taken (:

That's him sleeping (:

That is what pose he will make when he is sleeping.

That's all for today ~ =D
Shall update next time !

2009-04-28T09:28:00.000+08:00

Nutty again ~

I cried last night. I wasn't feeling right.. Slept at 3 woke up at 7am and reach sch at 9am.. Gastritis has been acting up again . Could i just request for a operation to cut off my gastric ? Now i'm inside lab using computer.. How superb my class can be that there's only 6 people now. I'm tired feeling sleepy .. I guess i will go home early today .. I need to rest ... well , lesson started. I shall update till here.

2009-04-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

World is depleting faster then you think it is ...

Humans are way scarier than i thought.Around 2000 whales are killed each year in denmark. Oh my god ? Here's the link to the video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ld9aGw5n6DM&feature=related
And also the article : http://www.truthorfiction.com/rumors/w/whale-killing-denmark.htm
Its crap ! Humans shouldn't do that. They are way too self centred. Thinking only for their country but they didn't think for the world. Its because of such stuffs are happening , earth's resources are using up soon and world independent's day will be coming very soon. More and more people are sick in the mind. Luckily , singapore are still not too gross ... Yet some are still inhumane that they abuse kill kittens & puppies etc. Bored ~ doing nothing at home i am here blogging away while chris is helping me to train bebe. Guess i have monday blue ~ Feeling stuffy ):

can you see how cute and beautiful these creatures are ? Its really ashame that such stuffs are happening in europe.well , now kor and vivien should drinking at boat quay. haha. Happy one month anniversary to the two of you. Whenever i'm in a relationship , i like anniversary the most. Well , just enjoy the single life i have right now (: All i've ever wanted only was BEBE ! HAHA ... I shall post till here then. tatas ~

2009-04-25T02:58:00.000+08:00

i love my new puppy (:

She's officially 2 months old (: Her name is called bebe tan (: A new member of Chen's family proud to be one of us ! She's cute ~ Too long didn't update my blog.. And also because of her my room now looks very presentable. Her arrival means a lot to me. I guess its because of the hot weather that makes her licking vigorously on her leg or using her teeth somehow to scratch her hind legs. ): I'm afraid she will get some infection ~ Going to bring her for deworm and 2nd vaccination. I think this coming week she's gonna stay home and unable to go east coast with us. Vivien told me its only safe when puppies finish their 3rd vaccination before bring them out. Right now having bebe this baby and for my KL trip , it makes me now even wanna work more than EVER ~ zzzz .. Bebe will be blissful to be under me and chris's constant of showering her with care and concern.

Because of bebe , kor and chris tidy up my room.
And also , chris even helped me to sweep my room , miracle right ? Everyone knows he's a prince at home he don't even do household chores ! As for kor he helped me to mop my floor. Thanks guys ! (:

Bebe seems to enjoy sleeping on my laps. Which is good [= I can't wait for bebe to grow up ~

Here's bebe's photo (=

That's all ~ oh ya one shocking news , just got to know that cindy she's pregnant . Whose the father ? Andrew .. -.-x And that bastard don't even wanna marry her , just leave her like this . Broking up with him perhaps its a good thing. Cindy , you need to be strong ok ? Cheerios for you and baby ! (:

Alright ~ shall update till here. (:

I X3 BEBE TAN !!!!!

2009-04-20T11:14:00.000+08:00

PUPPY PLEASE ?

Chihuahua , maltese , tshi zu , mini daschund dog aka sausage dog .. I like daschund dog the best ? Its so cute looks like hot dog. HAHA. It has long body and short legs just like me (:

Sigh ~ still no news of the puppy yet ): Dog food , shampoo , treats , toys all i've got it.. Just lack of one puppy. I will treat it like my own baby. (: Looking forward for a new member to be coming into my family.

Dog is my new best friend. (:

To von : next time you can come over my house to visit my puppy ! (:

Bored , hopping to go home early today ~ Wish that after that cyper wellness talk and they just call it a day and release us . HAHA . My CA is on 2 weeks leave. -.-x

Yawn ~ Boredom kills ~

2009-04-17T01:54:00.000+08:00

First lesson in this week (:

Had a very fun internet fundamentals lesson today. That china teacher her English is Singlish. The moment you heard her speak , you will wanna laugh and won't wanna stop. HAHA. Its fun though. Its enjoyable (: Recently more and more china teacher teaching us =/ There's 3 china teacher teaching us. Out of 3 , 2 of them their language seriously needs to improve.

Hope this semester will be a good one for me (: Saw dan ping today , she's a crew of deejay cca. Later on , i saw fiona kor and isabella mah. My god , how i wish i never even saw them at all. Played with HTML codings , its fun ! And i multi tasked all the way .. HAHA .. Like playing facebook , googling for informations and doing lab exercise. My hair surprisingly , none of the teachers told me off about it. (:

Addicted with facebook games ! Like mafia and farmtown ! LOVES ! (: Meeting up with ying tomorrow . Didn't saw her for quite some time , decided to accompany her to get her blings once again. She's mad about blings ! I wanted to see if arab street sells knitting stuffs ~ I'm so into it now ! Its good that i have the interest of learning new stuff (:

Now its just the start of the term and i'm thinking of wishing june will be arriving soon and i'm off to KL ! (: Shopping Paradise ! I loves their shoes and their nai cha ! yum yum ! Its gonna be fun !

I want to be a better girl ! xD I ISH LOVE LOVE MYSELF !

2009-04-13T04:53:00.000+08:00

School starts le ?

Well , I'm going to prepare to go school in about 2 hours time and yet I'm still here blogging away. I know I'm crazy .. Guess I'm too use to sleeping during morning time. When i reach school later i think I'm gonna be a zombie. Holiday ends and school starts .. This marks a new chapter of my school life. I'm offically a 2nd year student. (:

A hour ago , I helped chris to dye his hair using L'oreal Paris Feria P13 Ivory gold brown and without saying with my good skills at dying hair . The outcome was good and he was very satisfied with it. It looks good on him too. And that makes me have the urge to dye my hair too ! =x

My journey is still blurry , what lies ahead of me is still unknown. I'm not really pretty ready to accept the challenges ahead of me. =S
I'm quite surprise at what i've saw this week . My ex colleague angela , her husband was with this girl name jasmine . She stayed the same block as me . She's living at the 3rd storey , I'm pretty shocked that i saw angela's husband that was holding jasmine's bag and like putting his hand over her shoulder and walk with their group of friends in bugis shopping centre. He somehow or rather guessed that i knew him therefore when i saw him he tried to look at other side. Horrible , feel sorry for angela to have this kind of husband ? And somemore , angela is now a mother of a baby. He's a total Jerk.
Which reminds me , girls when getting married you need to think carefully. Open your eyes wider and see the true him.

I'm pretty lucky that i'm now single and need not to be involved with such stuff. I'm still not sure whether i should tell angela ?
So right now , if i wanna pick a new boyfriend i will be sure to open my eyes wider and without saying making my standards higher.

I told my friend , i cannot afford to be hurt once again. Its because my heart is made of glass , its fragile needs to be handle with care.

Many people thought that i'm kidding that if i'm not attached by certain age or i'm still not married by certain age i will stay single the rest of my life. I mean it and i really do. All good guys had already been taken .. When i'm younger , i keep wondering when will my prince charming come ? I'm so naive to think that i will walk down the aisle with my ex yet its not. I don't even dare to dream of anything now. What is most important right now to me are my family , friends and studies. The rest I don't wanna elobrate much.

I'm thinking right now who will be my new subject teachers and what i am going to learn next. Net working and fundamental .. I heard that its not easy , may god bless me ok ? I cannot afford to get another B . Neither i allow that to happen once again. I'm going be super attentive this time round. (:
Applause for me yea ? I wanna go into Ngee ann poly that i've always dreamed. I wanted to get into either financial informatics or business IT.

Feed backs from people around me that right now , i'm much different from last time . I guess my thinking were much more matured. Which is good [: I'm no longer young anymore .. I'm trained to think more than before . I used to be a simple minded girl , right now my mind is complex . You won't even know what i'm thinking inside. Ok , I shall stop here. Update next time (:

2009-04-11T04:23:00.000+08:00

School is starting soon ... ):

In a blink of an eye , holiday is ending soon. Sigh , how i wish it will be longer.. Recently i kept crying .. I think that was somehow all my feelings that are suppressed for too long ? That i decided to let it all out by crying it out at my heart's content ? Went prawning with bin an , kor and chris. Vivien stay at home to recuperate.Everything just went smoothly. Can i have plenty of cash to make myself happy ? There's so much stuffs i wanted to get and do. I wanna work ! Too bad , all my holidays are short. Crap. Life is full of regrets and mistakes. All human made mistakes too.

No one is perfect. Especially mine ? Regret that at the year of 2006 i did not even get to see the last breathe of my grandmother. I am not filial enough. And later on , my best friend left me. 2 blows in one year. Regret is i did not cherish her. She's the only friend that will ask me out to play and study.She knows that i will rather choose boyfriend over friend yet everytime after one relationship ends , she will be there for me. And when i have no friends to turn to , she will come to me. I took her for granted until that day that she met mishaps because of me and i started to realise. Its all too late , so in return i need to live my life happily because i know she will wants me to. Life's short. Just cherish it. For relationship wise , i've learnt that nothing last forever. Friendship is the only thing that will last and friends will leave footsteps in your heart. I admit that when i'm younger i don't cherish friends. Its because whenever i enter into a relationship , i will treat my boyfriend as everything. Once its gone , i'm totally left with nothing. Sad and pathetic but true. Look at the current me , let me tell you the truth .. I'm left with one good friend that is ying and i'm glad that she's good to me (: and other than that all my friends are my brother's friend.

Life's not always like a bed of roses. It won't go the way you always wanted. Therefore you need to adapt to changes and make sure you have always made the right choices.

Pardon for my emo post. I shall update till here.

2009-04-10T06:25:00.000+08:00

Bad day ?

Went to ntu today. Big school. Well , I'm gonna work hard and after poly i want to get into university. Today didn't went that well ? I don't know what has got into me and vivien was in great pain. So before we went prawning , we accompanied her to the clinic . After reaching at the prawning place , she was in great pain. We asked her whether she wanna go hospital and she shook her head. And that's the part where everything started to go wrong. At the moment , i was moody and i just couldn't control myself and i just let it out by crying. Those who know me , I'm best at crying and once i start its hard to stop. I cried till my tired and that's when my tears finally stopped. Caught meagre prawns today. Well , will catch more another time. Just not our day , trust me. Everything was just not smooth. But , trust me tomorow will be better (:

Anyways , went to ktv with chris , kor , vivien and bin an. We enjoyed ourselves throughout and vivien left early because she needed to work . And only left me , kor , chris and bin an. We are mad , we sing till very high. At the end before times up , bin an , me and kor were shouting and not singing the song. HAHA. Who cares , as long as we all are happy and we enjoyed it totally. Awesome day for singing. [=

More singing outing please ? I'm addicted to singing xD
Ok, i shall update till here.

2009-04-08T04:31:00.000+08:00

Did i ate something wrong ?

Feeling nausea and had went to the toilet twice today . Sigh ~ Am i falling sick soon ? I hate to have runs. =/ Anyways , saw this Pink coach heritage stripe satchel tote in a website i've came across while searching for pink victoria secret passport holder which ying wanted to find. Its damn expensive ! $585 . How i wish i'm working now and for sure i could afford it. HAHA. For now , its gonna be my wish list. Rot at home for the entire day. I'm happy because i've lost 3kg (: Way to go ~ I want back my 36kg ! 1 thing that i hate about my menses is i will have puberty mood swing and cause me to be very sad easily. And i know , i'm always a cry baby . I can't change that. I always tell myself to be strong yet i fail to do so. Ying , you are right .. If you could pass me half of your independency it will be good. Thinking of getting either a new luggage or a luggage bag. For now , i think that luggage bag is way cooler than a luggage. Came across a nice luggage bag too . Its pendleton luggage bag. Its expensive too la uh. It cost USD $ 158. Oh yes , not forgetting that victoria secret luggage tag which is in pink colour. Its nice and afford. lols. It cost $22. Therefore i shall upload photos of the items which i think that its nice. (:

tha's all (:

i shall update next time. [=

2009-04-05T05:41:00.000+08:00

Are you happy with your present state ?

Most people won't agree , that is because humans will never get contented with what they have.
Even for me , i am not really contented with what i have. Although people keep thinking that i'm cute. The true definition of cute that I've came across in one of the dictionary stats that , " Cute : Ugly yet adorable. " At least , I have self esteem and confidence. Everything about me is just fine , just that i'm really not ok with my nose. ):

Just finish watching the handsome suit. The guy is dumb eh ? If i'm him i will forsake my everything and be a handsome man whom everyone adores and in that show he can even earn 50 million yen ! That is a huge amount of money ~
Who doesn't wanna be pretty and handsome in this world ? Who don't wanna look at their best? sad but true , everyone wants it. Nobody is perfect , yet you can try to make improvements to make yourself perfect in one way or another.

oh yea , there's one sentence i find it pretty meaningful to me ..
" I just wanted someone whom i can laugh with ... "

This doll is cute (:

Just realise , i didn't eat a single thing today .. Due to menses? No appetite at all .. Which is good , time to slim down [: I wish to return to 36kg once again. Ok peeps , i shall update till here. Tatas !

2009-04-04T04:44:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to the bangkok trip ~

Finally found one person that's going to keep me accompany at bangkok. Thanks goodness , if not i will have to give this trip a miss. Well you see , there's 2 lovely dovey couples . Chrisopher , zhen zhen , vivien and kor kor. Well , i don't wanna be gooseberry . It does not literally feel good. And after a round of asking , found one person that will be joining us and that is christopher's younger sister. She's shy and an introvert girl. I'm sure i can make her become talkative =X

Have been busy lately , as brother was hospitalise due to appendicist . Vivien and kor kor both have appendicist . Therefore i named them the appendicist couple ! (:

Anyways , i've been a little nutty again ? Like i have this very strong thinking of wanting to stay single till old and don't wanna get married. As i believe there's no prince charming. [=

Don't worry peeps ! I'm not lesbians too . (:
what is all those couple tees , couple gadgets , couple rings , couple bags , couple necklace , couple bracelet. I don't believe in all this crap anymore. [:

I've been trained to become what i am now. All thanks to the stuffs happened and make me grown up.

To ying : Grab hold of nic , he is a nice guy , though sometimes he's abit .. but overall still considered as a good boyf.

To Von : Though ue and gaogao still at bestf status , somehow eugene's character can be quite good except for e boh chapness. lols .. If ue and him can ever get back together , i'm happy for you (:

To hazel : For that andrew i'm not sure whether he is good anot. You yourself know the best.HAHA

To Gwen : Never seen your new boyfriend at all , therefore cannot comment much. Wish you and him long lasting (:

To Wendy : Wish you and jingwen long lasting too !

To kor & vivien : I wish ue both eternal happiness and everlasting love ! xD

As for Christopher , i not shall comment much. L0L .. Don't ask me why ok ? (:

As for me : I'm attached to myself (: Wish myself everlasting love and blissful forever and also eternal happiness xD

My heart has flown away ...

I shall update till here. =D

2009-03-31T05:21:00.000+08:00

Well well ..

Woke up at 3pm and went to selegie to play lan gaming with chris and bin an. Guess what ? I have only played one round and i told them i cannot take it anymore. Due to the giddy spell that the game has given to me. So i switch from left 4 dead to tower defense. Vivien came to join us after that. I'm sorry that i'm a little moody. Its not due to the reason that i couldn't find the vintage dress. Its because i feel sucky to shop without having any money. Therefore i suppress my feelings and when i went home i felt that i couldn't control it anymore . Yes , without saying , i cried in the bus .. Leaving chris totally shocked and clueless what was happening. I guess that was partly because of my mense is coming soon .. Hence , i'm easily happy and easily being moody and ended up crying. Vivien is so sweet ! she bought a watch for kor kor and a watch for me as well. Thanks a lot ! Turning in soon ! shall update soon ! (:

2009-03-30T05:20:00.000+08:00

Its good & bad ..

Went to prawning with chris , bin an and kor .. And later on , vivien came to look for us.Its quite good , as we manage to catch quite alot. And vivien suggested to go for frog porridge and we headed there. 8 Frogs were being ordered and follow by a claypot of porridge. Cold weather should enjoy hot food. [=
Good is because my brother , is now attached with a good girl whom we all loves her. Bad is because i'm being inconsiderate ? Well , i just hope that nobody falls sick. I'm terribly sorry ! I shouldn't have built my happiness on someone's agony. I've been thinking alot. which later on made me feeling not good and ended up being a little emotional. Don't need to worry about me guys , I'll be fine after awhile. Glad that finally my brother found one good girl. (:

Another sleepless night ... Feeling very alert now. Everyone is saying that i'm fat. Sigh ~ I should eat some slimming pills and cut down on food. How i wish that i am slim and having big boobs like all those taiwan meis. When i was having my holidays during secondary 4 , i was working in vivo .. And during that time , i wasn't eating alot. Due to not enough money also. And that period of time , i was damn skinny to the extend of wearing a size 24 jeans i can even just slipped it up and pull it down without any efforts.I want back that figure of mine !!!! ARGH ....

I shall update till here.

2009-03-28T15:24:00.002+08:00

I'm falling in love with Boiler Room (:

Went to crane's birthday yesterday. She was vivien's colleague. It was fun !!! I like the singers and especially that great entertainer.And also it was a wild night i guess ? A lot of stuff happens. Whatever it is , we are all happy . [= After that we went to geylang to have frog porridge. Yum Yum *

And cabbed home (:

About that crane , she's blissful. She decided to held her wedding at france ! Its sweet la ~~ Vivien can tag along too to france ... Im envious *

Im always envious of people. lols. I am wondering , when will my envying on other people stop ?
It will stop , when im dead ? lols.. A life time partner is difficult to find. Once there's a good guy that's with you now .. Don't ever ever let him go .. Well , i've decided to be single with great determination.
I'm not the old anni anymore , who can't stand to be lonely .. I'm strong , I have always one person that is closest to me and loving me. And that is myself (: Or i should put it this way , i rather happy with the way i am now. I just wish all couples on earth happy and eternal blissful. (:

2009-03-27T04:46:00.000+08:00

Can't sleep ~

Woke up at 10am today .. Went to sin ming to visit eldest uncle , great grand granny , grandpa and last but not least , my bestfriend poh lian. It has been a hot day .. Sweat alot. After which we took a bus to amk hub and chill .. Met up with deary vivien and had lunch with her. And took mrt at amk and alighted at toa payoh and took 153 home. (: Slept till 8pm .. Woke up feeling blur~ that is why till now i am still here blogging. =x

Saw some rings that are nice .. too bad .. its sold out .. The belt was nice too .. its out of stock also.

Deary vivien , I will give you moral support all the way if you decided to sign up for the slimming package. Just believe in yourself ok ? (:
Remember , no matter what choices you have made. I will still support you. [=
Jia yous ok ? i shall update till here. (:

2009-03-25T18:44:00.000+08:00

The world is so small eh ?

Never did i know that my primary 6 school mate was now currently ying's classmates. And of cos without saying , she changed alot. From a skinny and short hair girl to now , a tall and reborned brown hair girl. Looking back at those primary school days , in class , she was always the one scolded by mrs pauline lee . That was because she was too loquacious. You can call me crazy or whatever , i almost wanted to go bugis to shop alone. HAHA. Too bored at home ! xD Ate sour apple ice cream by nestle. Its nice ok ? I guess recently i'm craving alot of soury stuff. HAHA. Vivien , i'm so envious of you .. when you have receive your bonus , you can travel overseas and shop till you drop. I can't ): How i wish i can faster graduate and earn $$ to satisfy my needs. When i went to bugis with yy , i saw this chomel watch and its like so NICE can ? awwww .. too bad i seriously can't afford it. )'= Well , maybe i should only think of it . HAHA. My aunties are powerful .. manage to finish all the prawns in my house. A round of applause for them ! L0L .. Yesterday went out with chris , kor , ice cream and later on vivien joined us after her meeting. Me and vivien nearly fell asleep at the lan shop . HAHA. And after that cabbed home. (:

Wanted to watch many many movies. Perhaps , a movie marathon ? One shot watch all finish . WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. And i will be tired like hell. lols.
Cheers to all my friends ! I LOVE THEM i swear. They Rock my Life. ^^

2009-03-24T02:23:00.000+08:00

opps !

Promised yy that i will be watching movie with her and liqi. Ended up i made her sad by overslept. Its how scary that she's giving me 34 miss call and i still can be sleeping soundly. Sorry ~ I slept at 630am in the morning. Thus , i can't wake up in time. Ate lunch with chris . My god , that roti prata uncle trying to kill me. I saw one strand of his hair inside the roti prata. yucks. And i'm telling you , i'm not gonna eat their prata ever. After that went to buy 4D and TOTO. Hoping to win some cash , that's because i am desperately needing alot of money to update my wardrobe. Had my dinner at 8 ? Anyways , its a nice one (: vivien , just go for the slimming session ok ? I support you ! Oh ya , yesterday went prawning again. This time round , finally i manage to catch some prawns. YEAH ! (:
The process is fun (: And i'm loving it ! I'm falling sick soon , yes real soon. Its all because of sinus ):
I've used up 2 packs of tissue already. And i think i need to stand by one pack of tissue next to my pillow. Guess my immune system is not really good because of staying up late recently. =/

I'm searching for some pics and came across this funny one.

And seriously , i'm thinking that i'm feeling what this girl is feeling right now :

Sigh ~ I've no idea whether am i having 7 months holidays anot. It seems like mr alan is not taking any actions on the project. ):
Hope that i'll recover from sinus soon ~ I loathe the feeling ! Prawning session tomorrow. The boss is damn familiar with my face & name . I swear. HAHA. Good night everyone. (:
Shall update next time [=

2009-03-20T01:25:00.000+08:00

Another outing (:

This time round , chris bought his own personal rod make him look even more professional. This time round with a new member joining us ! Its the cook , ice cream. HAHA. As usual , i cut the onions and bought the sambal chilli. Seriously , im damn afraid of prawn poisoning. Ate too much prawn liaos . L0LS. awww .. but its nice ! xD

Well , took some pictures yesterday . Here's the pictures :

I know i like to zi lian =X Can't help it. I love myself alot. (:
Enjoyed myself. Cheerios to all my friends & family. [=

2009-03-17T01:24:00.000+08:00

Another enjoyable outing (:
Before i begin to talk about today's outing , i would like to share some funny stuffs i've came upon when reading other people's blog.

Believe it or not:

Woman has Man in it;
Mrs. has Mr . in it;
Female has Male in it;
She has He in it;
Madam has Adam in it;
No wonder men always want to be inside women!

Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back between the legs of a woman....
Why? BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME
Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now...

I never looked at it this way before:
Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?
MEN tal illness
MEN strual cramps
MEN tal breakdown
MEN opause
GUYnecologist
AND .. When we have REAL trouble, it's a HISterectomy.
Send this to all the women you know to brighten their day. Send this to all the men just to annoy them

HAHA! Read this! Gotten in my email..To me, I find some quite TRUE ;)
The problem with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POESSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u. (very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him, he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!!!
If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true......
but if u don't they say u are selfish......
Send this to guys out there anyway...... Send it to girls also, give them some laughter......

Well back to the main topic. Met up with Chris and Vivien for prawning session. Here are some pictures that are taken today. This is the prawning master and the big prawn.

But before this catch , he catches something else , let's take a look shall we ?

TADA ! Some small fishes that are pregnant. How wonderfully it is. HAHA
The boss told him that he was lucky. Indeed. =X

Let's look at our BBQ-Ing photos (:

we season it with sambal chilli & red onions. It was delicious. Yummy ! (:
Also the chilli that was given by the boss to me was nice too. (:

Last but not least , thanks guys for making my day a enjoyable one. [=

2009-03-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

All i wanted is to be HAPPY ! (:

Loner doesn't exist in my dictionary. Those who are reading my blog , especially chris and vivien .. Stop being loner kies ? I mean there's still me you see ? I don't want you all to be alone. I just want all the person around me to be happy. And of cos seeing them happy , i'll be happy naturally.

This baby is smiling so sweetly and happy. I just want to be like him. (:

So i guess i'm gonna change my blog skin to a much more happier one.

Thanks for everyone for every single thing you have done for me. Met up with chris and ate chicken rice at coffeeshop. And today's 3M's toto .. didn't strike but well i did shade all the winning numbers just that they are not all together.. haha... Chris , you are one lucky guy i'm pretty sure one day , just one day you will strike. lols ..

Vivien deary , do take care kies ? I know your heart is aching. I only could talk to you and comfort you. There is a saying , “ 心病只有心药可以医”

oh ya , all those pictures of me that are taken recently with credits to chris's phone. =X

Everytime i will ask him to borrow me his phone to take pictures. Arigato ! (:

This is me and deary vivien eating at iciban sushi @ amk hub. The food is nice ! Slurp * We ordered too much ending up we are all very full luckily we could finish it all. By the way , this is last week's picture. =X

This is the picture showing that the food are all eaten up. (:

This is the prawn and prawning master chris's shoe. He's falling deep deep in love with prawning.

He suggested us going there tomorrow. We are a regular there , perhaps the boss there should came up with a membership for us ? hahas ..

That's all (: shall update tomorrow.

2009-03-16T01:48:00.000+08:00

=/

Life isn't like a bed of roses. It won't always go the way you wanted. I am so angry and sad. Angry is because of someone. If you wanna keep a distance from her or wanna let her know that you two are impossible , in the first place don't even bother doing anything with her. I don't want her to be sad. I don't want my friend to be sad. Good friends are hard to come by therefore i really cherishes this friend alot. I mean it . Every single thing that she had done for me i truely appreciated it. Feeling down and moodless now. Here are some of the over due pictures ...

i know , my face is way too ugly to be shown therefore the main focus is the king prawn not me. lols.

bought this wallet at charles and keith on friday (: LOVES *

bought this router on friday's IT fair . Linksys by cisco trusted brand by alot of people.

saw this dog at the prawning place. Its friendly and its licking 2 kittes.

big prawn ~

Last but not least ,

that's a very recent photo of me [=

lalala .. That's all (:
Vivien , don't be sad okies ? I'll be always there for ue (:

2009-03-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

Wheee ~~

Its holiday !!! Went prawning today with chris and kor .. Which after kor needed to go because he was meeting ice cream at tiong bahru. Anyways , there's some over due pictures.

BBQ-ING (:

PRAWNS !

Net full of live prawns (:

that's my deary vivien (:

Chris and kor (:

Big prawn .. awww .. too bad its not caught by us. L0L . Its caught by an uncle.

vivien & kor (:

prawns having meeting. DO NOT DISTURB !

that's chris 's " beautiful hand " and the prawn.

deary vivien and the prawn (:

More pictures coming up ...

2009-03-13T04:51:00.000+08:00

WEEEE ~~

Wrong dress code for today . =/ It was because i thought that there are some night activities going on. Well , was wrong due to change of plan. haha. Still enjoy the night with vivien , chris and kor.

Almost caught the king prawn . It was near the net and slipped away ... AWWW .. It was still fun though. Before that we went to It fair to get router and after that went to charles and keith. Vivien get her slippers and heels while i got myself a Wallet. Its nice ! And i'm seriously loving it xD Next saturday meeting hy and cindy for clubbing. Long time didn't see ue guys. ue are being missed by me !! (: YING NOW HOLIDAY LIAOS ! I long time no see ue ! HAHA. MISS x 10000 times by me !!! X3

Friends are great , with them around me it just makes my day special. Thanks and i'm truely appreciative of ue all.

If anyone of ue are bored and planning for some activities , if ue don't mind that its abit expensive but enjoyable ue might wanna go sin ming ave for prawning. The boss is friendly and nice ! The rate of catching prawn there is good too.

I feel so blissful ~~ Overall , i'm a happy little girl (:

2009-03-12T04:00:00.000+08:00

Don't feel good.

Miss may didn't give us the answer of June 08 & 07 paper. That was why i was having a hard time doing that paper. =/ Gave up half way and went ahead to do other papers. At least i did improved. (:
Who can tell me the definition of True Love ? This time round i told myself , i need to be smart . I trained myself to be steel hearted so that i won't be like last time that easily fallen in love with any guys. I think i slept too much that was why till now i couldn't sleep. Right now , i could feel that my head are heavy. It seems that there's a little girl interested in him by the name of Ng jie ying. Good for him , perhaps when he enter into another relationship will forget me faster. Well , if they 2 become an item , i will give them my blessing. Recently had been a little insane and nutty. Sorry to all those that i've made ue worried. Last paper to go and i'm having my holidays. Finally ~~~ SHall update till here. (:

我愛你不是衝動
生命盡頭反正一場空
只要你記得我們那麼愛過

愛　為什麼不走　是誰勸我　誰愛我
誰可以讓我解脫　你的吻像個溫柔的符咒

總要在說完再見以後才開始明白愛多濃
想到愛到最後的最後

我忘不掉你第一次吻我
今晚你想念的是不是我 ?

2009-03-10T02:24:00.000+08:00

BOOOOO !

Went prawning on Sun. It was FUN ! (: Saw the boss .. lalalala .. Caught alot of prawns .. I think me , chris and vivien had allergy le. It was a hot day ... Therefore we decided to go some place that was air conditioned. Thus , we headed to amk hub. Ate ichiban sushi , the cheesy hotate was nice ! We ordered , toufu unagi set , jelly fish 2 set ( i didn't know what was the japanese name ) unagi handroll and 2 chawanmushi and 1 cheesy hotate.Overall , its worth eating . Our stomach was satisfied , its still early and we went to catch a show named watchmen. Faint. Kinda of draggy and well we don't really understand what its about and also we don't have the energy to watch this kind of draggy show. And Home sweet home after that (: . Well , was quite surprise that how miss may talked to me today . =/
I guess maybe im thinking too much or perhaps i was wrong ? After i've clicked the end test button and mr alan asked me , did i just clicked the end test button ? And miss may was standing there looking at all our scores. when we are dismissed , me manuela and other people was there asking miss may about how we did for the exam. She replied manuela say asked her not to think too much as she did quite well . When i asked her in a nice way , she didn't reply me. I asked again and she replied me in a rude way like , " Why should i reply you ? " I am stunned. I was thinking , after she had seen my score maybe like disappointed in me that's why she's so rude to me ? Reached home about 5 plus and received her sms that she was rather sorry about just now that she's being rude and fierce to me. -.-x She made me thought that i've done pretty badly for exam. What's over its already over , i just wanna concentrate on this thursday paper.
Desmond is a weird guy fansy smsing me at this kind of hour asking me whether am i interested to go genting with him during may or june. His friend is bringing his girlfriend , he said that if he go he will feel like goose berry ? I told him to me it will be equally weird because I'm just a friend of his , not his girlfriend. I don't think i wanna go. HAHA. Not very interested in genting too. Largely depends on who i'm going with too. L0L. If its going with my deary vivien i don't mind =X well , vivien as you can see from the sentence above you can know roughly how much i love you. HAHA. Love my friends and family. Glad that they were there for me when i needed them. They are the strength that allows me to carry on till now. They rules my world. (:

2009-03-06T09:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY (:

Took 8 papers at one shot yesterday. Indeed that will keep alot of my brain cells. Well , at least its worth... 8 papers , 7 papers were all upon 30 marks while there's one paper is upon 10 marks. Therefore i got like 20 , 21, 21, 21 , 22 , 24 & 28 (: lalala.. And for the 10marks paper i got 7.. All these number can go buy toto or 4D. HAHA.

Prawning is the lovesssssssss ~~~ I want big big prawn. HAHA Well , Some notes here (:

1. What is your name : Anni
2. A four Letter Word : Arch
3. A boy's Name : Andrew
4. A girl's Name : Andrea
5. An occupation : Artist
6. A color : Aqua marine
7. Something you'll wear : agnes b
9. A food : apple
10. Something found in the bathroom : anti-septic mouth wash
11. A place : Amber Park
12. A reason for being late : Another traffic jam =x
13. Something you'd shout : ARGH!
14. A movie title : Anaconda
15. Something you drink : apple sparkling juice
16. A musical group : a capella
17. An animal : Antelope
18. A street name : Avocado Ave
A type of car : Audi R8
There you have it! Another post :D

2009-03-06T08:46:00.000+08:00

DOOMS DAY COMING !

I'm not afraid of mr goh's paper on march 9th. I'm hell lot afraid of the paper that was on 12th march. Went school today , and miss may said that she could predict that a lot of people was going to fail her final exam. Upon hearing this , I'm more and more stress. Therefore after exams , i want to play as much as i can to relieve my stress. I need motivation to study ... Just can't get myself to really like focus on what i'm doing. IT fair is coming ... YEAH ! ROUTER IS COMING ! (: So that its easier for me and my brother. Right now , i need to squeeze in as much stuff as possible into my brain. How i wish my brain there's some computer chips , whereby i can store information into the chips and can be used when needed. Well , that will never happen.

Recently , i'm just feeling more and more like a failure. ):

Thanks god its friday. (: Woke up early today .. lalala .. I guess things are getting interesting in my life ? Whatever it is , i need to rest. I need HOLIDAY ! haha.

JIAYOUS ! X3 X3 !

2009-03-04T05:51:00.000+08:00

Outing (:

Went school today (: Reach school around 8.45am. And I'm the earliest. HAHA. The lesson was suppose to start at 8am. There was nothing i can do , so mr goh handed me 2 stack of papers for me to mark. So after marking , i was waiting for mr goh to come back . So that i could help him mark as many papers as possible. Everyone was released at 12pm. So , went home and met christ at commonwealth mrt station and headed orchard together for a show [ marley & me ] Must Watch ! Me and vivien cried at the ending. After moving , we went to have frog porridge which mr alan recommanded. Not very nice seriously , i didn't even finish 1 bowl of porridge. Cannot be compared to Eminent Frog porridge & the bbq claypot frog porridge. Wanted to go to sin ming for prawning. Location too far , therefore we have choosen the prawning place located at chinese garden. 10 prawns .. This time round , we bbq it and season it with salt. It was sweet and tasty ! Never to be brought home and steam or anything , it will just spoil the taste of the prawn. I will definitly go prawning another time. Updayte next time. (: Enoyed myself afterall. I love you guys x3.

2009-03-03T01:54:00.000+08:00

I'm so STRESS ):

I am revising. Burning mid night oil , and later on i need to wake up at 6 ? Need to go school to mark papers for Mr goh .. I revise to the extend till i cannot absorb anything ... I ended up crying .. And i went to offer incense to grandma , telling her that how i am unfilial to her and now i wanted to get good grades for her to see , yet i don think its possible .. I am very afraid that I can't maintain my results. I wanted to be like my cousin too . Graduated with a GPA 4. ]= Someone please kill me ? I don't know, sometimes i just feel that I'm so dumb. I kinda of lost moral in everything i do after semester one. Last time that cheerful , enthusiastic , lively always love going to school character has receded.

I don't want people to look down on me ... There's plenty of stuff in my brain , gonna explode soon. Guess i need to rest now. I know I'm not feeling good now =/
Shall update next time.

2009-03-02T19:34:00.000+08:00

that's bad ..

Saw kelvin lim ( my ex ) and his gf. Oh my , he's still the same as before .. He look slumpy to me . He and his girlfriend alighted at habour front . And his gf is wearing a mask . Its because she's with thick make ups. haha . Went to sim lim , Chris wanted to repair his laptop . Due to the price the person told him that the graphic card was spoilt and since it was a integrated graphic card , the whole motherboard need to be changed. And that would cost his $450 and so he said that its too ex and after sim lim we took 64 and went back home. The moment i reached home , i was thinking i went to bugis with chris and kor with a purpose other than getting his laptop repaired. That is to buy my school shoe , it totally slip my mind. I was doing my past year paper , looking at my current standard now , i'm worried . Feel like banging my head. Just another 7 more days to exams. The first paper is DC and second paper is It & Pc support.
Reached school around 1030 , and waited for mr koh for about 20 minutes and rena decided to call mr koh and ask him is there any lesson . And he said , there's no lesson. So , i went school and went home. Guess this whole week is study week ? As exams is just next monday. ):
Viven , having my ex - boyfriend does not mean its a good thing ok ? I've been hurt alot of times. Its bad to be hurt. Need to heal my wounds over and over again. Well , that's why i said that i'm sicked and tired of searching. At least you are better than me , you are hurt once , i'm hurt for like more than 10 times ? Kind of lost faith in guys. Well , shall leave it as it is , the main concern now is my exams. Nothing else. Update till here.

2009-03-01T13:45:00.001+08:00

Am i still ....

I don't know .. Confused * Well , leave it as it is .. I don't wanna think so much about it . I need a holiday ... Viven suggested to go bangkok during oct. haha. 8 more days to exam. HOR SEH MAN.
Well , good luck to all of you who are in ite ~

What is the definition of love ? Love can be good can be bad. Its not easy to find a person that will walk down the aisle with you. Mr goh told me that I'm still not good at telling what's good and bad for me.

When i told alot of people that i wanted to be single till old , all scold me CRAZY. HAHA. Bored ~~
I'm sick of searching , I'm sicked of being hurt , I'm sicked of taking initiative , I'm sicked of always making sacrifises. I'm sicked and tired *

你小心翼翼牵我手
其实是担忧藏不住我
自尊也投降活在她之下
我好傻

你字字句句说你不爱她
那又是什么让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅因为你留下
我好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想象中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在让我更寂寞

你寸步不离像天使的她
挥霍我的爱从不放心上
我有一丝无奈也有一些明白
该放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想象中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

嗬~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~
你没想象中爱我

Ok , i shall post till here.Update next time (:

2009-03-01T05:39:00.000+08:00

Confuse *

Slept from 7am to 7pm. HAHA. I know you guys must be thinking how on earth that i manage to sleep for so long right ? The weather is so nice and comfortable thus it allows me to sleep for so long. Therefore ended up , i still can't sleep at this hour. Didn't do anything during saturday , therefore there goes my saturday. HAHA. Went clubbing with kor , chris and viven on our way back saw Gwen my cousin. She's so skinny now la ! ARGH. There's another thing i notice , nowadays guys came up with lousy pick up to ask for numbers. Total failure ! You don't ask a gal for no. by saying , " Can you give me your number ? I'm flying off this sunday to australia. Please ? "

Have been a lil emo for awhile after reading something. Only viven knows. Shhhhhh... ok ? hahas. But i'm ok now (: I'm loving a song name 你没有想象中爱我 this song by shi xing hui. I'm loving R&B songs more and more . x3 Dancing is good for health. (:
Craving for Teh peng and frog porridge. Meeting viven and chris for frog porridge later. (: Yummy ~~ For those who are viewing my blog , its best viewed in Internet explorer. It will look messy in mozilla . Sorry for that. (: Ok , i shall stop here. Update next time. (:

田鸡粥冰奶茶 are my loves.

2009-02-25T15:28:00.000+08:00

):

Ordered a wristlet. Guess what ? its LOST . that is because I've opted for the normal postage. Its not a small item. ITS A BIG ONE. I was thinking how was it possible for it to be lost ? 10 out of 10 times , i received my item. Only this time round i didn't. Heartache * I really like the wristlet very much. ):
Mr post man ! You need to be more alert and perhaps open your eyes wider ? If someone else got hold of my stuff , you gained ! Moron. If you got hold of it and don't wanna return me. I just don't like that uneasy feeling of not receiving something which i supposed to. I should have ordered from a trusted site. Lesson learnt. Viven is moody again. My dear viven , don't be sad kies ? If you need any people to chat to or listen to you , I'm always free and welcome you to find me.
Ying , that goes the same to you. (:

Bring back , oh bring back oh bring back my wristlet to me , to me , bring back , oh bring back oh bring back my wristlet to me. Hais.

Fun [=

2009-02-25T05:52:00.000+08:00

Enjoyable day. x3

Chris rented a car . He was around my area , so he asked me if i needed a lift home. And so , back home for awhile need to change my clothes and get ready for dinner. Which after we went to old airport road. I ate herbal chicken while Chris ate lao fu zi char kway tiao and kor ate fish soup. The fish soup does not maintain its quality and standard. After eating , Chris felt that its still early and why not do something fun ? So he suggested to went for prawning , and i'm happy throughout , you can even see how enthu i am towards prawning. haha. We caught about 10 prawns , in which there's a king prawn ! HAHA. After prawning , went back home and left the 10 prawns inside the fridge and gonna cook it tonight. Its Fun ! Hope there's chances again. (: In addition , because of geylang , we went throught severalway.Decided to head to geylang to have frog porridge because of the cold weather. And Home sweet home. (:

It seems like a day tour around sg. I'm enjoying it x3
I'm HAPPY !

2009-02-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

Awwww ...

Hmmm ... Watched he's just not that into you with viven at tiong. Guess what ? I saw ahseng ! He is with his china GF ! And he act as if he didn't know me. -.- This show was touching ! Me and viven cried. HAHA. Only happy endings happen in dramas and shows , it doesn't happen in reality. Perhaps only exceptions ?

Lesson ended early because miss may was on medical leave. Guess she's not in good shape recently. Well , I pity her in a way. Sometimes i can see that how heart ache she is . She's kinda of disappointed from our class. Morning lesson , can only like maybe 3 - 10 person the most ? This kind of attendance is pathetic. Sigh ~

I seriously need a holidays . L0L . I wanna sit plane and FLY ~~~ Never been on plane before. Gal you are lucky ! gonna be on plane this JUNE. So sweet can be abroad with the person you loved. (: Anyways , you are having mock exams this coming monday right ? All the way kies ? Don't play maple too much ! [=

Viven said that she might wanna be a nun if she doesn't find the right guy. Perhaps i should join her too (: HAHA. Ok , I shall post till here. Update next time. (:

2009-02-23T09:41:00.000+08:00

Holiday please ?

I want my holidays.. I want sleep la ! I think there's new Mrt ? I saw queenstown platform B there's a sign that wrote to joo koon . Ate Roti prata today. The coffee shop uncle is so fierce to me. I didn't mean to like sit at a place whereby i will block his walking way. Bought a pack of tissue from them too. And that guy mistaken my pack of tissue was a note so he open his drawer and put the pack of tissue in . I was looking at him and he , " eh ? opps , sorry . " haha.. Guess he was too busy. Having Life skills lesson now , i'm so shiok having a own fan. HAHA.

Shit. Have not yet done miss may latest presentation. =x Woke up at 630am today. Realise i didn't set any alarm. haha. Went back to sleep for awhile more and woke up at 7am. My house didn't have any pair of decent socks. For my aunt , I want to faint. They got this habit that after that wore that pair of socks after running or jogging. They will stuff back the socks into that shoe. Its like so unhygienic -.- . Please for goodness sake , wash those socks. Maybe i'm meeting viven later. 7 months more ! And I'm done with ITE (:
lala. Viven stay near my school , that means i can meet her up when she's free. I shall post here. Update next time.

2009-02-23T01:24:00.000+08:00

ZzZz

Went to abc with Viven and Chris .. Ate popiah for dinner haha. When we are heading back saw my brother and my mum . And which after I saw yin san and eugenia. Drank half cup of tiger mix with carlsberg and guess what ? I'm having headache now. Sigh ~ Slept too much in the noon and now i can't get to sleep. Too heaty. ><

Back to school again . Monday blues. I want my holiday !!!!!!
Can i sleep like nobody business ??
I'm gonna have rice vermicelli as breakfast and teh peng as usual. lala.
I love my friends and family. (:

2009-02-22T07:17:00.000+08:00

lala ~

Its morning time (: I'm still here blogging .. HAHA .. Anyways , me , my brother and Christopher went to upper serangoon and ate Frog porridge on friday . And the majority thinks that geylang sells the best frog porridge. I preferred the serangoon 's frog porridge was because the frog meat was much more tender than the geylang ones.

Just heard about the news yesterday that a man in his mid 30's was arrested for starting the sms regarding that terrorist was going to plant bomb at bugis. Well , von forwarded to me and so , i'm just merely passing on the message to others. And lucky , desmond reminded me of what he was. He was a police man and yet i forward that sms to him. Well , all those who receive this sms should deleted it.

Viven came to my house and played uno with me , kor and Chris. We had alot of fun (:
After playing uno , we watched the despereaux. Its nice ! Worth watching , its a very cute mouse with big ears . Well , he's brave and because of him everything revert back to normal.

Wave good bye to nanyang poly. I've finished my attached. Finally ~ I think later on we are going to have frog porridge ? Everything was still not yet confirmed. Need to see what time we are able to wake up. Frog is tasty , there's some bad news about them.. that is they are gonna extinct soon. The world's changing. From pork chicken ducks goose fish cow goat to dog cats dolphin whales rabbit deer tortise snails frogs.

Among all , I love frog the best , weird enough their meat taste like chicken.
So the next place that i'm gonna try out the frog porridge is the one that mr alan mentioned , located opposite national library. Well , after I've tried all , i shall give personal views and rating. I shall post till here.update next time~

我爱吃田鸡粥 [=

2009-02-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

EMO !

This post gonna be an emo one. Nothing to do during saturday , guess gonna rot at home today.
I don't really know what to blog about , just know that i don't feel really good for the entire day. =/
Just wished that i'm at the beach right now and just shout till i'm out of voice.
LoL .. To ying : gal , you also emo right ? You affected me , come , let's emo together. HAHA.

Read one newspaper yesterday , saying that for people who are attached they might have lower chances of getting diabetes. Its because when being hugged , there's a kind of hormones will release into the body and perhaps can slow down the rate of getting those diseases.
To me its ok , HAHA. Die faster better. L0L.

Will someone just remove my brain ? so that i don't have to think so much. I'm trying my very best not to think , yet its still coming to me.

Pardon me for my emo-ness people. Its just not my day.

谁也无法填补这空虚

2009-02-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

lala ~

Woke up at 11 today. And after done preparing my stuff and went to coffee shop to eat my breakfast. Ate mee siam . Kinda of worth to me , the taste to me was ok , and its a lot la .. So after eating i went to the coffee counter and said excuse me because that guy was very engross in reading the newspaper. And he said , " Eh ? teh peng ? " haha .. Because almost everyday around 8am i will buy a packet of teh peng from him . Today abit later , so i think that he thought i didn't buy from him, yet i did ok ? hahas.. I just found out , for this week , my breakfast everyday i'm eating the same food. HAHA. So now you can see how much i love to eat bee hoon. I guess sooner or later that uncle will know what i wanna buy everyday just like that coffee shop guy. hahas. Reached school at 12.30 pm and around 1.30 we are released. So , i stay and chatted with the rest of the classmates till 3.
Bought quite alot of stuffs from ntuc. I bought , apples, nectarine ( not sweet ! ) , Pink guave ( very hard ) , cream of corn and mushroom , 3 cup noodles and Oldenliandia water ( cooling water ) .
Have the thought of buying tibits .. Come to think again , exams and test is around the corner , i can't afford to be sick. Therefore i still choose the healthier snack which is fruits. (:

Ok , i shall post till here. Update next time. (:

用过去的悲伤换来自由难道不珍贵？