Saturday, April 11, 2009School is starting soon ... ):
In a blink of an eye , holiday is ending soon. Sigh , how i wish it will be longer.. Recently i kept crying .. I think that was somehow all my feelings that are suppressed for too long ? That i decided to let it all out by crying it out at my heart's content ? Went prawning with bin an , kor and chris. Vivien stay at home to recuperate.Everything just went smoothly. Can i have plenty of cash to make myself happy ? There's so much stuffs i wanted to get and do. I wanna work ! Too bad , all my holidays are short. Crap. Life is full of regrets and mistakes. All human made mistakes too.
No one is perfect. Especially mine ? Regret that at the year of 2006 i did not even get to see the last breathe of my grandmother. I am not filial enough. And later on , my best friend left me. 2 blows in one year. Regret is i did not cherish her. She's the only friend that will ask me out to play and study.She knows that i will rather choose boyfriend over friend yet everytime after one relationship ends , she will be there for me. And when i have no friends to turn to , she will come to me. I took her for granted until that day that she met mishaps because of me and i started to realise. Its all too late , so in return i need to live my life happily because i know she will wants me to. Life's short. Just cherish it. For relationship wise , i've learnt that nothing last forever. Friendship is the only thing that will last and friends will leave footsteps in your heart. I admit that when i'm younger i don't cherish friends. Its because whenever i enter into a relationship , i will treat my boyfriend as everything. Once its gone , i'm totally left with nothing. Sad and pathetic but true. Look at the current me , let me tell you the truth .. I'm left with one good friend that is ying and i'm glad that she's good to me (: and other than that all my friends are my brother's friend.
Life's not always like a bed of roses. It won't go the way you always wanted. Therefore you need to adapt to changes and make sure you have always made the right choices.
Pardon for my emo post. I shall update till here.
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