Tuesday, March 3, 2009I'm so STRESS ):
I am revising. Burning mid night oil , and later on i need to wake up at 6 ? Need to go school to mark papers for Mr goh .. I revise to the extend till i cannot absorb anything ... I ended up crying .. And i went to offer incense to grandma , telling her that how i am unfilial to her and now i wanted to get good grades for her to see , yet i don think its possible .. I am very afraid that I can't maintain my results. I wanted to be like my cousin too . Graduated with a GPA 4. ]= Someone please kill me ? I don't know, sometimes i just feel that I'm so dumb. I kinda of lost moral in everything i do after semester one. Last time that cheerful , enthusiastic , lively always love going to school character has receded.
I don't want people to look down on me ... There's plenty of stuff in my brain , gonna explode soon. Guess i need to rest now. I know I'm not feeling good now =/
Shall update next time.
I am revising. Burning mid night oil , and later on i need to wake up at 6 ? Need to go school to mark papers for Mr goh .. I revise to the extend till i cannot absorb anything ... I ended up crying .. And i went to offer incense to grandma , telling her that how i am unfilial to her and now i wanted to get good grades for her to see , yet i don think its possible .. I am very afraid that I can't maintain my results. I wanted to be like my cousin too . Graduated with a GPA 4. ]= Someone please kill me ? I don't know, sometimes i just feel that I'm so dumb. I kinda of lost moral in everything i do after semester one. Last time that cheerful , enthusiastic , lively always love going to school character has receded.
I don't want people to look down on me ... There's plenty of stuff in my brain , gonna explode soon. Guess i need to rest now. I know I'm not feeling good now =/
Shall update next time.
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