Monday, February 16, 2009Happy Birthday mum ! [=
Time flies . Now its already Feb and in a blink of an eye it will be march and soon I'll be having exams. Its fast isn't ? And soon Dad's birthday is coming soon. Well , I'm really missing him. I guess the feeling for him still lingers ? I knew very well that he won't reply to my sms when i send him happy valentines day. Yet i still did , crazy eh ? Something is missing in my heart , its like my heart has a hole ? Feel so empty and lost. Manage to struggle through Saturday . But when i saw all those botak guys , i can't help but to feel sad because some how or rather it triggers my sad memories ? Sometimes when I'm dazing , my mind will lead me to think of him , his house and everything . The day before Saturday , I cried ... Quite a few times but without anybody knowing. Reflecting on all my past relationship , I'm quite surprised that how fast I can get attached due to the reason that I can't stand to be alone. This time round , its gonna be different. I might consider staying single , perhaps till old ?
I'm quite pessimistic when it comes to relationship. I've been thinking that am i predestine not to have any good guys coming into my life ? I've been envying Gloria , Joyce and Yvonne. When can the feeling of envious stop ? ):
为何我爱的一切，都没有结果 ？
How i wish that love is just like fairy tales ; that it does not exist at all.
Save me from heart break and tears. I just want to be happy . Is that very difficult ?
Grandma , who is my Prince charming ?
I'm moody . ]=
孤单是一个人的狂欢
Time flies . Now its already Feb and in a blink of an eye it will be march and soon I'll be having exams. Its fast isn't ? And soon Dad's birthday is coming soon. Well , I'm really missing him. I guess the feeling for him still lingers ? I knew very well that he won't reply to my sms when i send him happy valentines day. Yet i still did , crazy eh ? Something is missing in my heart , its like my heart has a hole ? Feel so empty and lost. Manage to struggle through Saturday . But when i saw all those botak guys , i can't help but to feel sad because some how or rather it triggers my sad memories ? Sometimes when I'm dazing , my mind will lead me to think of him , his house and everything . The day before Saturday , I cried ... Quite a few times but without anybody knowing. Reflecting on all my past relationship , I'm quite surprised that how fast I can get attached due to the reason that I can't stand to be alone. This time round , its gonna be different. I might consider staying single , perhaps till old ?
I'm quite pessimistic when it comes to relationship. I've been thinking that am i predestine not to have any good guys coming into my life ? I've been envying Gloria , Joyce and Yvonne. When can the feeling of envious stop ? ):
为何我爱的一切，都没有结果 ？
How i wish that love is just like fairy tales ; that it does not exist at all.
Save me from heart break and tears. I just want to be happy . Is that very difficult ?
Grandma , who is my Prince charming ?
I'm moody . ]=
孤单是一个人的狂欢
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