Wednesday, November 12, 2008I hated the guy that was born on 13.10.87. I've changed so much. My attitude right now was like sucks can ? And when night falls , i felt ultra hollow/empty. Had been trying at night everyday ? I miss the old me.. )'= It seems like i've somehow hated myself also. I don't like the current self. I'm like sad larhs..
last time no matter how sad i am i still can like for a short awhile and which after I'm back to normal. Now , i can't. Something was missing , therefore the Anni was missing too ? I am still waiting for miracles to happen. Is that possible ? I am really thinking of you everyday. I can be like laughing everyday at sch during broad day light , at night I'm crying in front of computer and cry to sleep.
The most painful part is , when you wanted to see that person so badly but you can't. How i wish you are here . Soulless .. I hate it ..
PS: I love you .. missing you is painful. I am so hollow that i felt I'm soulless recently do you know that ? ): 我还在等待奇迹出现的那一天。。
last time no matter how sad i am i still can like for a short awhile and which after I'm back to normal. Now , i can't. Something was missing , therefore the Anni was missing too ? I am still waiting for miracles to happen. Is that possible ? I am really thinking of you everyday. I can be like laughing everyday at sch during broad day light , at night I'm crying in front of computer and cry to sleep.
The most painful part is , when you wanted to see that person so badly but you can't. How i wish you are here . Soulless .. I hate it ..
PS: I love you .. missing you is painful. I am so hollow that i felt I'm soulless recently do you know that ? ): 我还在等待奇迹出现的那一天。。
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