Tuesday, February 2, 2010Damn Broke ~
As Usual , pennyless. Left with pathetic $0.20 inside my wallet. Pro eh ? Later I'm gonna get $0.40 more from my form teacher. If not , i don't need to go home. Don't feel good to be pennyless.
Having SNA now . Least keen about it. All i know is i wanted to rest and just wave goodbye to this school. Pray hard that i don't faint in school. Sigh ~
Dreadful of all those things that i'm going thru. When can i finally put a stop to everything ?
)):
As Usual , pennyless. Left with pathetic $0.20 inside my wallet. Pro eh ? Later I'm gonna get $0.40 more from my form teacher. If not , i don't need to go home. Don't feel good to be pennyless.
Having SNA now . Least keen about it. All i know is i wanted to rest and just wave goodbye to this school. Pray hard that i don't faint in school. Sigh ~
Dreadful of all those things that i'm going thru. When can i finally put a stop to everything ?
)):
11:06 AM |
Saturday, January 23, 2010How simply bo chap and balless he can be ?
Da's face was full of impurity. I was just merely trying to squeeze them out for his good damn god ssake. If i wasn't concern about his face , i won't even bother in the 1st place. If his face was as smooth as baby face , do you think i would be that free to try to do extraction on his face ?
Why would I time and time again help him to apply toner , moisturizer & even pimple cream when he couldn't even care less ? All i did he didn't like it. It was all called PERSONAL GROOMING.
He doesn't dig his fucking ear with full and loads of accumulating disgusting and gross ear wax he doesn't like to cut his finger and toe nails which is full of dirt and it stinks. I mean that bit of pain he can't even endure? Can he called himself a man ?
He have experience being whack by people using weapons , what kind of pain can be compared to that ? Its peanuts . I'm so pissed. Even my Ex would like me squeeze his whole back full of pimples.. And yet he can't ?
Had a weird dream yesterday i guess it might due to thinking too much of him ? I dream i went to his house to get my stuffs back and i saw his parents and even his current gf. L0L. And his current gf was studying ite same as me. Her name was Toh baobei.What a funny name right ? And i threw her result slip into the bin.
And which after , i don't even know why kenneth was there too. Weird enough , catherine wasn't there. What i saw was a fat girl which i did not see before ? His gf even asked me which part of the beef that i wanted to eat. I told her i wanted tenderloin and she said they don't have it and she just ordered the normal steak for me.
As usual , he won't chat with me much. If chat too much he will go offline in facebook. I don't know why either. I mean , no harm chatting ? I won't do anything to him also ? I really don't know how he thinks. Should i work for a year first then continue to study ? Its because i knew myself too well , i can't cope with 2 stuffs at once. Bored ~ I don't think da will propose to me. I think he probably will just get an engagement ring and a pair of wedding band on the same day. He will get it just because I wanted it. He doesn't understand at all. Sigh ~ Come to think of it , i don't know what's good about him. =/
Tomorrow got to plan my schedule. Gonna be a boring day. Should i called up sis and go over to her house or should i just go meet rachel as usual ? Sucks that i only have these 2 choices. What to do ? I don't have much friend. SUCKS right ?
Where and when should i do my new year shopping ? Wait , is there any pasar malam near here ? I think when time comes , i will go to woodland. There forever will be pasar malam on. lol
Ok , shall stop my rants here. So much for today. shall update next time.
Da's face was full of impurity. I was just merely trying to squeeze them out for his good damn god ssake. If i wasn't concern about his face , i won't even bother in the 1st place. If his face was as smooth as baby face , do you think i would be that free to try to do extraction on his face ?
Why would I time and time again help him to apply toner , moisturizer & even pimple cream when he couldn't even care less ? All i did he didn't like it. It was all called PERSONAL GROOMING.
He doesn't dig his fucking ear with full and loads of accumulating disgusting and gross ear wax he doesn't like to cut his finger and toe nails which is full of dirt and it stinks. I mean that bit of pain he can't even endure? Can he called himself a man ?
He have experience being whack by people using weapons , what kind of pain can be compared to that ? Its peanuts . I'm so pissed. Even my Ex would like me squeeze his whole back full of pimples.. And yet he can't ?
Had a weird dream yesterday i guess it might due to thinking too much of him ? I dream i went to his house to get my stuffs back and i saw his parents and even his current gf. L0L. And his current gf was studying ite same as me. Her name was Toh baobei.What a funny name right ? And i threw her result slip into the bin.
And which after , i don't even know why kenneth was there too. Weird enough , catherine wasn't there. What i saw was a fat girl which i did not see before ? His gf even asked me which part of the beef that i wanted to eat. I told her i wanted tenderloin and she said they don't have it and she just ordered the normal steak for me.
As usual , he won't chat with me much. If chat too much he will go offline in facebook. I don't know why either. I mean , no harm chatting ? I won't do anything to him also ? I really don't know how he thinks. Should i work for a year first then continue to study ? Its because i knew myself too well , i can't cope with 2 stuffs at once. Bored ~ I don't think da will propose to me. I think he probably will just get an engagement ring and a pair of wedding band on the same day. He will get it just because I wanted it. He doesn't understand at all. Sigh ~ Come to think of it , i don't know what's good about him. =/
Tomorrow got to plan my schedule. Gonna be a boring day. Should i called up sis and go over to her house or should i just go meet rachel as usual ? Sucks that i only have these 2 choices. What to do ? I don't have much friend. SUCKS right ?
Where and when should i do my new year shopping ? Wait , is there any pasar malam near here ? I think when time comes , i will go to woodland. There forever will be pasar malam on. lol
Ok , shall stop my rants here. So much for today. shall update next time.
2:48 AM |
Friday, October 30, 2009Its been so long ....
BUSY ! Final year project , Presentation and many other extra modules .. Basically i can die by just doing maths. MATHS IS DRIVING ME MAD OK ? Many people are ahead of me.. Yet i am still stuck at the 3rd question. Bravo uh ? sucks big time seriously. What the lecturer says does make sense actually. You learn so much maths and yet you will never get to use much of it when you enter into the work society. I eventually gave up just now when i'm stuck at the 3rd question. While walking out , saw this guy name sam. He asked me where the library was , and at the same time i'm going there too so i guided him there and talk to him on the way. He was quite handsome. =X His skin is tan and he wears specs .. I guess he is some sporty guy ? hees. He's a part time student at ngee ann poly. Its really hard to cope between work and studies. 4 months more to go before the ending of EVERYTHING. (: I wanna have a cool gadget like either iphone or itouch. I seriously need something to listen to on my way to school. I can't imagine that i've been listening to radio almost everyday. =/ Saw amanda today and yang liu. While searching for toilet inside library , saw ivan siting in a corner using his laptop. Ok , so much for now. I HATE MATHS. I'm going MAD already.
Shall update next time.
BUSY ! Final year project , Presentation and many other extra modules .. Basically i can die by just doing maths. MATHS IS DRIVING ME MAD OK ? Many people are ahead of me.. Yet i am still stuck at the 3rd question. Bravo uh ? sucks big time seriously. What the lecturer says does make sense actually. You learn so much maths and yet you will never get to use much of it when you enter into the work society. I eventually gave up just now when i'm stuck at the 3rd question. While walking out , saw this guy name sam. He asked me where the library was , and at the same time i'm going there too so i guided him there and talk to him on the way. He was quite handsome. =X His skin is tan and he wears specs .. I guess he is some sporty guy ? hees. He's a part time student at ngee ann poly. Its really hard to cope between work and studies. 4 months more to go before the ending of EVERYTHING. (: I wanna have a cool gadget like either iphone or itouch. I seriously need something to listen to on my way to school. I can't imagine that i've been listening to radio almost everyday. =/ Saw amanda today and yang liu. While searching for toilet inside library , saw ivan siting in a corner using his laptop. Ok , so much for now. I HATE MATHS. I'm going MAD already.
Shall update next time.
6:39 PM |
Tuesday, October 6, 2009wishlisr ~
- Smooth E babyface facial foam
- Shisheldo Toner
- Biotherm Moisturizer
- Shills/lotree BB cream
- Dior Shimmer Face powder ( face highlighter )
- Clarins Shimmer eye shadow
- Oxygen Bubble foam mask
- Bio essence night renewal cream
- Bio essence rejuvenating whitening day cream
- Bio essence skin white perfecting lotion
- Blorie Face & body whitening milk lotion
Alot to clear . lols.
- Smooth E babyface facial foam
- Shisheldo Toner
- Biotherm Moisturizer
- Shills/lotree BB cream
- Dior Shimmer Face powder ( face highlighter )
- Clarins Shimmer eye shadow
- Oxygen Bubble foam mask
- Bio essence night renewal cream
- Bio essence rejuvenating whitening day cream
- Bio essence skin white perfecting lotion
- Blorie Face & body whitening milk lotion
Alot to clear . lols.
5:11 PM |
Sunday, September 20, 20091st day of work ..
Well , I simply love to work now ~ (: Good environment , friendly & nice boss. He used to own 2 shops @ Queensway shopping centre. And which is just opposite my house ? hahas..
Finish work @ 9pm , offered to stay another hour to help out because suddenly there's a large crowd. Saw see hao & Dp. Saw Dp twice in a month. hahas. Fate eh ?
Alrights , shall stop here. I'm pretty beat ~ Update next time ~
CHOTA @ ILUMA LEVEL 3
(BESIDE COMICS CONNECTION)
SELLING GUYS & LADIES APPAREL ~
PRICE FROM $32.90 - $59.90
LOCAL BRAND (:
( more stocks will be coming in another 2 weeks time. Do drop by if you happen to be around Iluma [= )
Well , I simply love to work now ~ (: Good environment , friendly & nice boss. He used to own 2 shops @ Queensway shopping centre. And which is just opposite my house ? hahas..
Finish work @ 9pm , offered to stay another hour to help out because suddenly there's a large crowd. Saw see hao & Dp. Saw Dp twice in a month. hahas. Fate eh ?
Alrights , shall stop here. I'm pretty beat ~ Update next time ~
CHOTA @ ILUMA LEVEL 3
(BESIDE COMICS CONNECTION)
SELLING GUYS & LADIES APPAREL ~
PRICE FROM $32.90 - $59.90
LOCAL BRAND (:
( more stocks will be coming in another 2 weeks time. Do drop by if you happen to be around Iluma [= )
12:36 AM |
Friday, September 18, 2009Weee ~
Finally , I'm working .. Which means I'm able to clear my wish list ~woots ! T900 wait for me alright ? (: Gonna sleep early tonight ~
Ate late brunch with sweet heart & his mom @ home today. I'm the cook (: The dishes are sesame chicken & oyster sauce vegetables. And chicken soup which was given by sweet heart mom's colleague. Though , it don't taste that nice .. well , its nice of people to cook and give it to us so we should appreciate.
Those who fails to appreciate don't deserve to be happy eh ? The 9'o clock show is good ~
There's a mixture of feelings right now . I just can't seems to describe how i feel right now.
I'm not feeling happy , sad nor moody .
Is there any time limit ? Am i thinking too much ?
Don't think don't think alright ?
Past records that you have committed are gonna remain in my heart forever.
Just how scary can a man be ?
Finally , I'm working .. Which means I'm able to clear my wish list ~woots ! T900 wait for me alright ? (: Gonna sleep early tonight ~
Ate late brunch with sweet heart & his mom @ home today. I'm the cook (: The dishes are sesame chicken & oyster sauce vegetables. And chicken soup which was given by sweet heart mom's colleague. Though , it don't taste that nice .. well , its nice of people to cook and give it to us so we should appreciate.
Those who fails to appreciate don't deserve to be happy eh ? The 9'o clock show is good ~
There's a mixture of feelings right now . I just can't seems to describe how i feel right now.
I'm not feeling happy , sad nor moody .
Is there any time limit ? Am i thinking too much ?
Don't think don't think alright ?
Past records that you have committed are gonna remain in my heart forever.
Just how scary can a man be ?
9:31 PM |
Wednesday, September 16, 2009High end ~
Now Kbox there's another branch under them . Its called Suitez a high end Kbox ? Heard from classmate that the cost there is expensive. Went to interview there. Their working hours not really that good eh ? morning shift starts about 11 am and night shift starts at 8pm till 4am and transport will be provided back home. And their uniform , need to deposit a fees of $100. When you wanna quit they will than give you back the $100 .
And guess what ? I'm going down to interview later again @ iluma. Its a shop name called Chota. Selling ladies and men's apparel. For me i prefer selling clothes than to work in that Suitez eh ? lols. Its easier and more relax as compared to working in suitez because there they requires good serving attitude and no slacking is definitely allowed.
Right now , my brain is all filled with money ~ lols. This time round when it comes to find jobs I'm all out ~ I need to work badly ~
Sweet heart change his job again ~ hahas. Accompanied him to interview yesterday.
Sweet heart told me 2 of his ex used to wait for him at his work place till he knock off. lols.
Afraid that he will run away. For me , I'm not afraid because
命理有时中需有
命理无时莫强求
this 2 sentences made me realize something about relationship. If he will run away , what you do to prevent will be futile. If it's bound to happen , it will.
I've learnt a lot thru relationship .. Doesn't mean that you put all your heart and souls in , you will earn back a long lasting relationship. This apply to girls especially. 人是个善变的动物
That is why now i don't tell my boyfriend that i'll love him forever ~
To me i don't think that there's " forever " even exist in my dictionary.
Just let nature take its place yeah ? I don't dare to think too much for my current relationship also. =/
Its true that after every relationship , i do learn and grow. Life learning experience. What mistakes that shouldn't be made in another relationship so on and so fore.
Its a long post yeah ? Alright , shall post till here (: Update next time ~
Now Kbox there's another branch under them . Its called Suitez a high end Kbox ? Heard from classmate that the cost there is expensive. Went to interview there. Their working hours not really that good eh ? morning shift starts about 11 am and night shift starts at 8pm till 4am and transport will be provided back home. And their uniform , need to deposit a fees of $100. When you wanna quit they will than give you back the $100 .
And guess what ? I'm going down to interview later again @ iluma. Its a shop name called Chota. Selling ladies and men's apparel. For me i prefer selling clothes than to work in that Suitez eh ? lols. Its easier and more relax as compared to working in suitez because there they requires good serving attitude and no slacking is definitely allowed.
Right now , my brain is all filled with money ~ lols. This time round when it comes to find jobs I'm all out ~ I need to work badly ~
Sweet heart change his job again ~ hahas. Accompanied him to interview yesterday.
Sweet heart told me 2 of his ex used to wait for him at his work place till he knock off. lols.
Afraid that he will run away. For me , I'm not afraid because
命理有时中需有
命理无时莫强求
this 2 sentences made me realize something about relationship. If he will run away , what you do to prevent will be futile. If it's bound to happen , it will.
I've learnt a lot thru relationship .. Doesn't mean that you put all your heart and souls in , you will earn back a long lasting relationship. This apply to girls especially. 人是个善变的动物
That is why now i don't tell my boyfriend that i'll love him forever ~
To me i don't think that there's " forever " even exist in my dictionary.
Just let nature take its place yeah ? I don't dare to think too much for my current relationship also. =/
Its true that after every relationship , i do learn and grow. Life learning experience. What mistakes that shouldn't be made in another relationship so on and so fore.
Its a long post yeah ? Alright , shall post till here (: Update next time ~
5:08 PM |
